miss angie's getaway
as we grow older, as we continue to change with age
there is one thing that will never change, i will always keep falling in love with you
two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
i love you, not only for who you are, but for who i am when i am with you
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Sunday, October 24, 2010 ♥
many people are curious of my job, of my fabulous job.. there's a reason why i dont say it out in public.. comments like, "what? how come? waste of talent?", "huh? why there? wah lao...", "siao.." will flood in.. it had flood in. some had encouraged me that it was my dream job and i shouldnt bother.. like i said, dream job may not be perfect for me.. i am hanging around.. i am sad to say i am still lost in my career path.. entering this organisation and things happening at home made myself woke up from the fact that F&B is low paid, needs a lot of commitment.. my concern now is my training, my sense of belongingness and my health.. i am not up to it anymore.. i suffer from fainting spells ever since i started.. so bad.. bad till my nose bleed.. and now my gastric.. i wonder.. if i really get out of this, i am getting out of F&B for good. provided i start my own business.. maybe it's coming to an end of my 1 year contract of not entering F&B with kopitiam next week.. i had left kopitiam for almost a year..
the transition to management level sucks if anyone of u know.. it wasnt glamorous to be a manager.. it's not easy work if u all remember.. and being said by family member about my job changing isnt good either.. it means i just couldnt make up my mind.. wake up angie voon.. to get out of F&B or stay..
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emo angie 1:33 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 ♥
22nd year of my life started.. didnt start out as good as how i wanted.. had been really down on my luck.. my skin developed very bad rashes on the finger.. did i say it looks really gross? my dear samsung preston up the lorry.. i just got a new phone today.. thanks to the sudden change of shift today.. i cried everyday since 16th october without fail.. i lost all my contacts..
actually, i do love my nokia x6 though it's nothing to i phone.. but who cares.. i just dont like a super common phone.. well.. new phone down.. hopefully i will get my dear specs soon.. i need it.. what happened to me? i recently got very serious water retention.. i look bloated on photos.. i actually have slimed down.. what happened? i would like to know too..
thanks to all who have helped to celebrate my birthday :)
did i just say i gave up? yes.. i am intending to if you realised..
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emo angie 10:08 PM
Friday, October 15, 2010 ♥
i am in a fucking bad mood just now.. i just cant seem to get empathy from people around me.. i am having my birthday soon.. why must everyone spoil my fucking mood? have anyone really show the concern to me? (i know have.. lol.. i know who they are) but those who reprimand me.. fuck it. i dont care how vulgar it is, i fucking hate it.. whatever it is.. appreciate those who are trying to celebrate with me.. you guys make me feel touched.. but those whom i rejected.. i am sorry.. my 2 days are really packed.. can i just have a relaxing weekend? perhaps no.. i can foresee all stress now.. i am really going for classes next month.. yes.. i am going to embark new journey..
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emo angie 11:20 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 ♥
a big thank you.. my trust had been misused once again.. why are you so damn irresponsible? how can you be so selfish? i land myself into trouble because of you.. damn.. i hate my off days to be spoilt.. it's really fucking pissing me off.. i just want to have a great weekend this week!
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emo angie 12:42 PM
when can i really have a relaxing day? seems that work has been occupying most of my days.. maybe i will need a relaxing trip.. nicholas suggest a taiwan trip next year.. perhaps.. i should go with him if possible.. i really want a great escape.. somehow i look forward to christmas.. and starting a new year.. home is chaotic.. big things gonna happen.. i really cant take my mind off that matter.. it's bothering me.. chemicals are killing my skin.. it's really itchy..it's painful.. :( what a way to end my 21st year of my life.. it simply sucks..
recently, got an urge to blog about something.. regarding my friend.. really feel sorry for him.. he may be in wrong.. but i dont think the girlfriend is absolutely right too.. why didnt you tell people it's him who ended the relationship? well.. face..
anyway, if there are somebody who goes to the extent of reading my blog here other than stalking my facebook and life.. well, c'mon.. no longer friends already.. dont need to be so kpo. one day we will die.. so, no need to be so concern about my life.. :) i dont welcome you here anyway..
work sucks to the max.. well.. thanks man.. i dont think you deserve my respect if you dont act like an adult..
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emo angie 2:51 AM
Tuesday, October 5, 2010 ♥
really tired though today's activity is lesser.. 1st time during a normal working day i am away from peak operation.. haha.. today's meeting lasted 5 hours.. stress.. given so much task to do.. honeymoon period is gonna be over next month. i will kena a lot overnight shift. i think it's quite unfair.. just because i am new and it's the best period to have shift training? i thought i am supposed to have a balance life? i have a family too.. i have a boyfriend too.. i have a life too..
whatever.. i am online now to complete some work.. so that i dont have to go back on wednesday and waste my off day.. well.. thursday :) i am going to concorde hotel's spices cafe to have buffet with him.. advanced birthday treat from him.. kind of excited.. except one fact my hand is injured. got cuts and my hand is infected.. my shoulder was like strained.. well.. i should turn in soon.. i am seriously tired and lacking of sleep..
have to complete my incentive mechanisms for my staff by this week.. hais.. think i am being used.. if you all think i am so free to do you guys a favor.. i am not okay..
bought chocolates for my closing staff today.. like i said, making others happy is like making myself happy.. they worked so hard.. been hard on them.. so.. just a little motivation for them.. to show at least i appreciate.. :) october started out not too good again.. well.. whatever.. :)
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emo angie 2:34 AM
my desires 2011
to healthier miss angie
slim down xD
attain my driving license
master swimming skills
draw out new business plan
revise current business plan
study new skills at WDA
it was a struggle, struggling year for us. i will never forget who brought me up. and that is my family. mum, you had been so great. i am sorry that i havent been a very good daughter to you. i love you so much. dad, thank you for raising me up. it pains me to see the struggles you are going through now. but still, i will not give you up.
my dear boy, in my journey with you, you taught me so much things, walk with me, have fun with me. two plus years back, i said, i found someone who makes me feel like a girl, a woman, someone who is like a friend, buddy, boyfriend, husband and soulmate of mine. now, i still hold on to what i say. you are always so sweet and nice. i am really glad that we had chosen the path and that is to walk together.
hey da gui & er gui, it's wonderful knowing you guys. cheers to our friendship, 5 years! though we had ups & downs in our route, but no matter what, i really hope this friendship goes on even as we grow older. thank you girls for giving me encouragements, helps. though we seldom meet, talk, i truly appreciate you people. cheers to our friendship :)
juliana, lishing & qiufeng
i will never forget the few people whom i know during my secondary adventures. juliana, i am glad with what you are achieving now. it's really fortunate to be still living in the same place with you. not like lishing, whom is still in taiwan and qiufeng, in USA but uncontactable.
lishing, my dear sister. you had been wanting to come back to singapore, but dont fret. we will wait for you.. though days spent with you are short, and most of the days are based on letters and emails, i really cherish it as it is not easy to maintain a relationship like this.
qiufeng, i saw your family back.. but it's really sad not to see you back. i wonder how you are doing, i wonder where you are. i never forget the day where we part at changi airport. i miss you, your laughters.
hey love, it's been 10 years since you left the world. how are you doing up there? it was really a big loss for me. but now, i have done you proud. i miss you girlie. i am doing fine. i hope you are. i will continue to move on with my life. and you are always in my heart.
hey guys, you know who you guys are. there's a particular 2 person i wish to mention here though you guys dont read my blog. huifen and norh. thanks for the protection, the care for me. huifen, you know? you are just like the friend i had lost almost 10 years. it was a gift for me from the god. norh, thank you so much concerns, sms-es, calls. i am really glad to have you by my side. it was crazy with you. we can laugh, talk serious, anything under the sun. i am so impressed and proud of you. :)