emo angie 2:40 AM
angie gigi (:
Sunday, July 19, 2009 ♥
14 JULY 2009, TUESDAY
SINGAPORE SCIENCE CENTRE :D
yeah, updates on that day (: my dear boy had been saying someday he will bring me to science centre and WE DID IT ON 140709! (: the sweetheart and i felt like two little kids entering there but we gave da vinci code's exhibition a miss. what can we do when we go there? miss angie says, "press buttons lor." lols. it was amazing how much science centre had changed and guess what? think the last time i was there was primary four. that was like, 11 years ago! i dont remember going there during secondary school days =x greeted by a stupid dinosaur which we named it as "walnut" whenever we see dinosaurs. why do we name it as walnut? well, if you watched "land of the lost" before, you should know that the doctor / professor had say the dinosaur's brain is the size of walnut. haha. look what we did to walnut. wahaha!
as we explored the science centre, look at this.
i realised a lot of sections have this coin throwing thingy and it says the coins aren't retrieveable as it will be donated to special school. well, this example above is using the coins to "vote" like how you think about yourself. conclusion? age 13 - 20 years old tends to be more naive. look at the amount of coins! age 12 years and below arent as much it's because we do not have a lot of pocket money for god's sake! well, for 21 years old and above, obviously, we are no longer that naive and duh! it's not because 21 years and above dont visit science centre! in fact, on that day, i saw quite a lot of adults there!
look at my wonderful darling. he's so powerful. lols.
what's for today (18 JULY 2009), SATURDAY?
KYUSHU NIHON AYORI for dinner at HONG LEONG GARDEN SHOPPING CENTRE !
haha. today basically was not a very good day for me. had been unwell for so many days. thanks to my narrow airway. i hate it so much! well, my dear darling brought me there after mentioning it to me a few times. the food was uber good! i swear the japanese food is authentic! please dont go to the wrong one! it's actually the first one on your right if you are facing the shop houses. it has got the big red lanterns. you can really see japanese hanging around there for their home taste. we were too hungry and we've only got two pictures for the teriyaki chicken set he ordered. well, the taste of the teriyaki chicken was fantastic! what i had normally outside was teriyaki sauce to be thick and sweet.
frankly speaking, i am not a fan of teriyaki chicken. but this teriyaki chicken made me crave for more because, 1) the sauce was not that sweet and thick & 2) the sauce goes extremely well with the chicken cos it retains the freshness of the chicken.
the rice was nice unlike what you ate outside; sticky and too cooked. the one here was just nice! (: the sushi looks very appetizing and fresh there.
last but not least, maybe i was a country pumpkin. the WATERMELON served was huge. go around and see, who in the industry give such a huge and thick slice of watermelon? okays, i think i am too excited about the watermelon. well, again, i took down the picture of the nice plate there. i just love these items so much. that is the reason why for internship, i chose PKH; i get to deal with different kinds of cutleries, glasswares etc..
darling had been such a sweet. i know i had mentioned it umpteen times in this blog. he made me so happy today by telling me something. for me to know, for you to find out (:
suddenly found this picture in my album.
PRESENTING! THE FILRTHY RICH BOSS A.K.A LIM HUI CHENG; used to be one of the best working partner other than VAYEN BOO XIANG KAI! (:
OPPS darling. i dont meant to take your picture from your facebook. i just heart you (:
Labels: boyfriend, love, outing
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emo angie 1:36 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009 ♥
highly motivated to do something but why must there be someone who always pour a cold bucket of water on me? plans withdrawn. angie, please be patient. 1) i have to do a lot of planning for my dear's business, as i've promised. 2) i have to start planning for some feasible F&B business plans. 3) i've got to start thinking how am i going to spend my 21st birthday. 4) i've got to answer my dear sister what kind of blogshop we are setting up as we had been talking about it for a long time like years back. 5) my sister (real blood sister) wants to do online business with me. ponders*
i am feeling so grey now. i needed my dear a lot. but he's sleeping now. i dont want him to worry. during these period, so many things had been bothering me. new job. family matters and even financial matters for next month now. i swear next month i will be very broke. no much income =x i hate this man. but things should be improving in september. by then, i dont have to worry.
recently, old ailment haunting me. perhaps weather is a bit cold and i had been drinking cold drinks. my airway is narrow and yet i had been making it narrower by doing all these. what the fuck. i am gasping for more air by yawning. :(
dear boy, i miss you so much right now, 0236hours.
but there are stuff which made my day (: the moment i saw him, i beamed :D he was so nice and suggest we shall go kite flying some day. he had fulfilled his promise by bringing me to science centre (: he had been such a sweet recently and he wants to feed me till i become a pig =x NO! he never say i was fat though i am =/ boyfriend had been very sensitive to my feeling and had been taking good care of me. he made good honey for me when i was having a sore throat. he actually introduces me to his friends and try to overcome my phobias with me. though learning it in a hard way, now i deeply appreciate it. frankly speaking, i had made him very angry because i was too much of an introvert at times. LONG TIME FRIENDS, I WAS AN INTROVERT RIGHT? juliana, my dear sister can vouch for me. it's kbox which changed me. how dumb of me to actually argue with him for not telling me that he's bringing me to meet his friends. =/ dear boy just know me quite well. i should be happy that he is doing this. he is putting so much effort in the relationship by making me feel comfortable. i should feel blessed. never been in this kind of feeling before.
yeah yeah. i know there's something call space for friends. of course i am not forgetting. missing him so much again. yah lah. i know. some will say, "wah, so sweet hor.", others will say, "wah lao, you spend a lot of time with your boyfriend hor." if not, "wah lao, your whole blog is only about your boyfriend hor." lols. whatever. as long as miss angie is happy. 0314hours, i love you truck loads.
Labels: boyfriend, life
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emo angie 2:25 AM
Thursday, July 16, 2009 ♥
how happy am i? i start to ponder over this question for long. actually, humans generally can be happy and contented if they are more forgiving and wise. most importantly, the perspective on different matters. currently, i am not very happy with my life. seriously, even if things could perk me up a little, it will be temporary.. i fucking hate this kind of miss angie.
these two days had been (: been some time since i get to really enjoy and indulge in something i had been wanting to do. yesterday, my dear boy and i went to science centre. gave the da vinci code exhibition a miss. and today, caught ice age 3 with him at the cathay. more updates up soon. lazy to update yeah.
give me time. it will heal.
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emo angie 2:09 AM
stepping towards a new life (:
Saturday, July 11, 2009 ♥
a big big HELLO to all of you (: miss angie has become a part of history of kbox! still dont get what i meant? from 8 july 2009, i am officially an ex-staff of kbox. lols. yeah, for those who had been asking me to leave, yeah, good news to all of you! well, had been rendering my service there for 3-1/2 years + 3 days. wahaha. time to leave i guess. a big decision in my life. well, there's going to be a big change in my life very fast. yeah, hope everything goes well and i will be able to work in the establishment i wanted to! i hope it goes very well for me! of course, i can foresee the stress load i will undertake but challenges in life are inevitable isnt it? if i dont take up the challenge, i will never see myself growing up. i supposed i will be a step closer to my goals (:
if you ask, do i miss kbox? yeah, i do. but i ought to move on, ought to be realistic and stop being in the dreams. yeah, the happiest time i had goes to the days back in kbox jurong. the place i had been since 5 jan 2006 - 20 oct 2008. during the time in jurong, i had moved to few outlets but nothing can replace the home in my heart. i seriously treat kbox jec as my second home. since 21 oct 2008 - 21 may 2009, i moved on to kbox clementi and found some of my close ones there. found some new friends too which i really cherished but then, i moved on to my new outlet, supposing my new home, kbox jurong safra. 22 may 2009 - 8 july 2009. length of service is getting shorter and shorter. i no doubt know a lot of wonderful friends at jurong safra.
there are too many reasons for me to leave.. i hope i will not be a fool to turn back and since i've made the decision, i shall be firm with it.
not having much plans in furthering studies actually. shall see yeah? there are a lot of opportunities. yeah, i missed a great deal of opportunities. what the fuck. luckily, miss angie woke up and moved on.
the gift kbox gave me? cuts from glasses and tattoos from people. lols. and till now, it had been almost a week, my wounds are still not fully recovered. and before my last few days of work, i was down with my as usual viral flu. lols. shall use this time to actually do a lot of things which i had not complete. and oh yeah, i am thankful that during the last second day of my service at kbox, i get to do the very last time of my bartendering there. ta-dah! oreo chocy delights i did (: lols. it's drinkable okay and too bad the flash of my camera had make it less appealing =x and the last one, the coco freeze i did at kbox jurong entertainment! (:
PS* bartendering is still my love throughout these years (: and of course, i heart my charming dearest loads (:
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emo angie 3:08 PM
Saturday, July 4, 2009 ♥
lost. ): hais. i need baby boy. i need him. ): seriously.
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emo angie 5:02 PM
some things are beyond my control, beyond hope. i hate to mention that word again,
disappointed. ohmygod. i am turning 21 in like 3+ months. should i be excited? i am expecting someone to be back this september. will she be back to have a reunion with us? i dont know. hope so. it's been years, like 4+ years since i saw her?
get some things out of my mind too. this is simply too much for a going-to-be-21-years-old lady.
doctor slapped me with another day of MC. total 2 days. i should be able to get back to work tomorrow.
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emo angie 10:04 AM
drag me out
Friday, July 3, 2009 ♥
i think i should be happy that i've made a right decision. 5 days till the end of my journey in kbox officially. get what i mean people? i am finally leaving. guess, things had gone beyond my limitations. guess, it's just not worth, guess it's time i get on to the right track of my life. yeah. be it i am starting a new journey immediately or i will be taking a short break, it's worth. at least, i got out of the place i am starting to grew very tired of. how selfish they are to do this to each other. i fucking despise them to the max. disappointment is what i've got in my mind. used to get very excited about going there. but now, i am tired, i am sick of that life and it's not worth to be in a place where you are not appreciated. one more thing, about morale. dont be a fucking ass in bringing people's morale down.
life havent been good for me. as usual, some family matters. ebi fry is seriously sick. had been so down. but who the hell understands? have you ever faced such situation: 1) serious family matters, 2) someone who matters a lot to you was sick, 3) you, yourself was sick for the past months, 4) you facing fucking series of problems at work, 5) you facing a decision whether to leave a place where you grew up and you had been with for the past 3 and a half years.. all these fucking problems, have anyone been in my shoes? some could just say, " i am moodless, i have no mood to work." or they can just be so emotional throughout the work. what the fuck is all these shit? c'mon lah. these few days, i am fucking down and i had been crying almost everyday. do i really do these to you people? problem is, i didnt. stop all these nonsense.. anyway, it doesnt matter. because, i am leaving.
and for the time being, i just wish to be alone.. i will be okay. just get me out of that place..
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emo angie 3:10 PM
my desires 2011
to healthier miss angie
slim down xD
attain my driving license
master swimming skills
draw out new business plan
revise current business plan
study new skills at WDA
it was a struggle, struggling year for us. i will never forget who brought me up. and that is my family. mum, you had been so great. i am sorry that i havent been a very good daughter to you. i love you so much. dad, thank you for raising me up. it pains me to see the struggles you are going through now. but still, i will not give you up.
my dear boy, in my journey with you, you taught me so much things, walk with me, have fun with me. two plus years back, i said, i found someone who makes me feel like a girl, a woman, someone who is like a friend, buddy, boyfriend, husband and soulmate of mine. now, i still hold on to what i say. you are always so sweet and nice. i am really glad that we had chosen the path and that is to walk together.
hey da gui & er gui, it's wonderful knowing you guys. cheers to our friendship, 5 years! though we had ups & downs in our route, but no matter what, i really hope this friendship goes on even as we grow older. thank you girls for giving me encouragements, helps. though we seldom meet, talk, i truly appreciate you people. cheers to our friendship :)
juliana, lishing & qiufeng
i will never forget the few people whom i know during my secondary adventures. juliana, i am glad with what you are achieving now. it's really fortunate to be still living in the same place with you. not like lishing, whom is still in taiwan and qiufeng, in USA but uncontactable.
lishing, my dear sister. you had been wanting to come back to singapore, but dont fret. we will wait for you.. though days spent with you are short, and most of the days are based on letters and emails, i really cherish it as it is not easy to maintain a relationship like this.
qiufeng, i saw your family back.. but it's really sad not to see you back. i wonder how you are doing, i wonder where you are. i never forget the day where we part at changi airport. i miss you, your laughters.
hey love, it's been 10 years since you left the world. how are you doing up there? it was really a big loss for me. but now, i have done you proud. i miss you girlie. i am doing fine. i hope you are. i will continue to move on with my life. and you are always in my heart.
hey guys, you know who you guys are. there's a particular 2 person i wish to mention here though you guys dont read my blog. huifen and norh. thanks for the protection, the care for me. huifen, you know? you are just like the friend i had lost almost 10 years. it was a gift for me from the god. norh, thank you so much concerns, sms-es, calls. i am really glad to have you by my side. it was crazy with you. we can laugh, talk serious, anything under the sun. i am so impressed and proud of you. :)