emo angie 12:06 PM
things i wanted so much
Saturday, January 24, 2009 ♥
came across a bulletin posted on friendster. i would totally agree with this and i would like a man to do.
1. Touch her waist.
2. Share secrets with her.
3. Give her your jacket.
4. Kiss her slowly.
5. Hug her.
6. Hold her.
7. Laugh with her.
8. Invite her somewhere.
9. Smile with her.
10. Take pictures with her.
11. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
12. Kiss her unexpectedly.
13. Hug her from behind around the waist.
13. Tell her she's beautiful.
14. Tell her the way you feel about her.
15. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
16. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
17. Make her feel loved.
18. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
19. Don't lie to her.
20. DON'T cheat on her.
21. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
22. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
23. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.
24. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
25. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
26. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
27. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
28. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.
29. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
30. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
31. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
32. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
33. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
34. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
35. Take her for long walks at night.
36. Always remind her how much you love her.
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emo angie 10:29 PM
the presentation sucks because i didnt prepare for anything. well, it's over. projects left, marketing group, catering individual and bus rev individual report. (: finally, it's gonna be over soon. but, sad to say, exams are queueing up. ): anyway, 28th february or rather 27th february in the evening, it marks the end of my diploma in temasek poly. what's next? i am rather confused. anyway, yesterday was a war presentation for e business. well, rather kiddish of people to think that i am trying to make things difficult for them? winnie and i was asking that group about paypal and it was obvious that they dont know much about it. ms koh was thinking that it was not wise for them to bulk purchase tickets even before people take up packages with them for online business. well, during our presentation which we sells donuts, click and mortar business actually. DONUTMONSTER.
haha. it was so obvious that they are making things difficult for us but it shows how ignorant they are. cant believe that almost 3 years of hospitality and tourism studies, they still dont know much about it. they asked if we have any contigency plans (which is our question to them) for our business. well, simple as it is, F&B is a very flexible line. if your donuts dont sell, turn it into something else! besides that, we can actualy sell the flour to other bakeries. and one of them asked, "so, even if the consumers want to buy a $1 donut with a credit card online, you allow?" straight, i shoot, "sorry, we dont sell our donuts at $1". haha. swee. and i was mentioning we are going to sell merchandise products like shirts with donutmonster logo etc. they were saying it's rather irrelevant but i actually used hard rock cafe as one of it. they mentioned hard rock cafe didnt start out using merchandize products. neither do us! i was emphasizing that they are not listening through what i've said, "i have mentioned twice that we are launching merchandise products on 22 february and not now."
one most dumb question from one of them, "if you accept pre-order, that means when people collect, it wont be fresh cos it's pre-order right?" duh. well, simple. who says pre-order means we make the donuts once they order, and we put there a few days for it to rot? i mean, common sense lah. pre-order means they will make an order, when they told us the date they are collecting and time, we will prepare their order only on the day they are receiving or collecting the donuts. funniest thing is, we emphasize our mission statement during the presentation, "to produce the freshest donuts daily."
take it as i am sarcastic. well, their course people dont really like our course people. c'mon lah. just because you guys took 2 electives and us, 1? that was so dumb. blame it on the school! i mean, our courses start out on the same day. we should be united because we are hospitality and tourism studies; culinary and catering management, hospitality and tourism management and leisure and resort management. it will be a laughing stock when you tell others how "united" we are. hoho~
pictures up soon! really sorry. well, i am so tired. i didnt have enough sleep at all!
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emo angie 3:57 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009 ♥
chatted with zicheng about so many things. =x just realised that we have one common interest = god. haha. guess, it's time to wake up from my dreams and back to reality. because, all these while, i am leaving in a dreamland. i need to define what i want including my happiness. i know it's late. (: i know i should sleep
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emo angie 3:19 AM
postponing of projects
Thursday, January 22, 2009 ♥
from last week onwards, there's no more APEL which means school on thursday would be: 0900 - 1200 hours is lecture for business revenue and marketing for catering and restaurant. next slot would be 1600 - 1800 hours, OTCM tutorial. oh sucks. if i were to come for lectures, i will rot for 4 hours in school. if i dont, i will be in school from 1600 till 1800 hours only! lols.
anyway, both projects which are supposed to due next week are postpone to week after, meaning february! hoho~ wee! happy. i love this two lecturers to uber core. anyway, 2 presentations tomorrow; one formal, one casual. hope it is going to be real fun! i mean, it is gonna be real fun! i dont care. tomorrow i must take photo with our very own "company" designed t-shirt. wahaha! ciaos! updates on dinner yesterday later.
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emo angie 3:10 PM
projects can really make us see through what a person is like. i have seen through hypocrites and also people who are just unappreciative. well, i know i've been taken for granted all these while. the reason why i said this is because, okays, if you are feeling down, i tried to cheer you up by showering with something special, i am sure as a friend here, you will say a thank you right? i am not really particular about it until i realised i am finding faults in that person. we ought to reflect before saying others. but did that person do it? no. well, sometimes, i am even instructed to do things which she could also do it, without even a thank you after that. what do you treat me as? i am puzzled. yes. you may see it like i expect you to give back something. but no. you gave me a feeling that you treat all your friends like shit and you took them seriously for granted. with this, i give you big words "fuck off" by your face because i dont wish to repeat. if you are just coming to me when you need help and also, when you think i am the only one who is there but you are not being appreciative, you dont deserve me at all.
fine. i know everyone has got flaws. but i simply had enough when you think for yourself without thinking for others!
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emo angie 2:35 AM
i am pissed to the maximum and i just wish to say, fuck off. my head is spinning already and if you think you fucking hell do a lot of stuff while others are not, wake up your fucking ideas and mind. i am already not well for weeks and this is the shit you are giving me.
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emo angie 2:02 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 ♥
stupid pistachio, lin huawei :( everyday this pistachio will irritate us by being sarcastic. he asked, "whoa, where did two of you go? wear until like this." for your information, i had my business revenue's presentation today and it went reasonably well! i dont feel as nervous, i am able to overcome it! i am so glad! anyway, when we were buying our food there, "you all not sian of eating here ah?" kaos. as if we got choice. stupid him.
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emo angie 2:00 PM
i heart them.
i am wondering why people dont bother reading what our lecturers / tutors have written on project brief. is it very difficult to understand by the words "recommendation" and "reflections". *rolls eyes. whatever. anyway, i still want to say, i heart my E-Business Group. WINNIE PO MEI TING; WONG VINN XI (MR JIMM WONG); TAN YONG ZHI (ANGIE TAN); TERENCE ANG YONG YAO. oh duh. you know what? i guess, this is the best combination i ever had. oh yeah. i've yet to blog about how nice suntec mc donald was. haha. winnie and i were having dinner there. one of them gave us the wrong size of fries and we ended up having 2 medium fries, 2 large fries. what the hell. but i didn't even finish one packet. i think i finished 1 medium fries only while winnie had 1 medium + 2 large fries. i am not kidding man. she knew that she ate a lot of fries but she didnt know it was so much. pictures up soon~ it's 0330hours. got to wake up like in 2 and a half hours time (: and i havent had my shower after i reached home. oh shucks. good luck to my presentation later! ciaos people! with thousand loves.
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emo angie 3:27 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2009 ♥
some random thoughts to be written down.
i believe everyone lives for themselves. well, thumbs up for june who actually deals perfectly well with those ignorant people in her blog. there's only one main reason why people choose to discriminate others. jealousy. you will try to dig out their so called, dark secrets and divulged it on tagboards etc. come on lah. be kind and nice.
no one is born to the perfect and there will be flaws in everyone. whether people are thin, average or fat, i mean, it's none of your business right? frankly speaking, you should look at your ownself before you said others. people choose the way they want (okays, some don't but are trying to improve on that) and everyone has a dignity.
mind you. god has got eyes to see.
lastly, just some random updates. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUMIN MEI. (: and i dont think i have much time to blog tomorrow. in that case, HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO SOMEONE, if he happens to read which is quite impossible, yes. yap weikang. (:
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emo angie 1:48 PM
ponyo on the cliff by the sea
coming week shall be the busiest week before CNY. will be having one project submission and three presentations~ other than that, i will have to finish all projects and perhaps, i have to sacrifice my CNY =x anyway, projects are coming to an end, exams are drawing near and graduation is just like weeks later.
i had been trying not to take trains anymore (but it's inevitable because i have to travel from jurong to tampines for school) but i dont know why i am so down on my luck! it's like the train got delayed again. =x i was like, "WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME WHO KENA THIS KIND OF SHIT". haha. that's the reason why i left for school extremely early everytime. i will need around 1-1/2 hours to reach school (so in the past i will leave the house just 1-1/2 hours before my lesson starts). but now, i leave my house 2 hours before my lesson starts. i was like complaining to people. ): because there was once, i took like almost 1-1/2 hours to come back to jurong from tampines instead of 52 minutes cos the train was delayed. (shuni and shimin can prove it!) last time, i was on the train which nearly knocked onto a lady who was pushed down by her ex boyfriend. and the train was delayed again. well, there's a lot of more but once more, WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME?!
ponyo on the cliff by the sea. well, people told me it wasnt good, it was so kidish. but.. I LIKE IT! ponyo was so cute and i got really excited. though the storyline was lame but somehow, my eye and heart was caught by ponyo. wahaha. during the movie, some students from a mixture of different schools (which i dont wish to name it here), make a din in the cinema. at first, they were ranting so loud.
ponyo was so enjoyable and CUTE that i dont wish my mood to be dampen by them. i asked him to move to the back row which was empty because they are throwing popcorns. noise were made and boy got so pissed off that he asked them to, "SHHHH...!!!". haha. anyway, i still want to mention something, "PONYO IS SO CUTE". watch the movie to see how cute she is. =x lols.
ciaos people! with loves. back later for more updates. *skips off. singing "ponyo~ ponyo~"
Labels: date, him, movie
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emo angie 12:25 AM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 ♥
seriously, i think the 5 minutes thingy for little nyonya is redundant. i am not a fan of that tv serial mainly because i dont have the time for it, but seriously, it is damn redundant. haha. yesterday, saw the girl whom was the assistant head for toptable when i went for a lunch date with the girls in december. i forgot her name, i admit. i am a scatterbrain! told you guys i have a memory of a goldfish right? haha. anyway, she is one friendly lady. truly sorry for not going down to sugarloaf today. anyway, she wont see this. it's like so great to know her. (:
yesterday, some inanes from an affiliated course of mine actually commented on my course. "wah lao, i dont understand why that CCM took like one elective but us, two.", "so what they break the record of our course, what's the big deal?" "CCM....." they keep on emphasizing on CCM. they are just fools to comment about this. if you have any comments regarding CCM, just let the director of business school know lah. what's their problem man?
i promised to be good. so, i had great improvements. wahaha. damn. i did something to one of my tooth and the left side of my face was a bit swollen. i had great difficulties in munching food! haha.
oh god. next sunday is eve of CNY. which means, i am nearing graduation. guess what? clark asked me to think whether i want to go back PKH events as part time. i am considering because i can gain more experience. previously i was stuck in office for projects and had little experience in it. but, that was also because i have no interest in events. how about now? i dont know. >_<
Labels: graduation, people, work
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emo angie 2:36 PM
a good weekend
Monday, January 12, 2009 ♥
i know i must be counting dead by turning up for work today with insufficient rest and i was sick. but, how many of you know that i am earning my own allowances? for the pay i am getting in february, this is the first day contributing to it! can you imagine with $100+ income to survive in a month? doesnt matter.
anyway, supposingly, there should be 6 staff. but, 1 is on MC, 1 is not here for unknown reasons and 1 is MIA. haha. anyway, i was named ebi fry today because i love to eat ebi fry. wahaha. okays. today's lunch was alright. though just 1 more room, it will be full house. i still have the time to think like whether i should purchase yoghurt drink and ala carte to get the complimentary tickets for Ponyo the movie. haha. in the end, guess what? i was the first to buy it after like so many days.
another group project wrapped up. business revenue group, catering group, e business 2 individuals, OTCM group down. (: left with 6 more. marketing individual, catering individual, e business group, marketing group and business revenue individual. lols. i can do it! i sort of numbed myself with all these work.
i am proud of myself for doing quite well in e business peer sharing. and i love some of my lecturers to uber core! i just received latest news that we need not wear formal wear this friday for catering presentation! wee~ and i need not wear formal for my e business presentation! will there be a surprise from marketing too? i doubt i can wear informal wears for business revenue (the whole cohort had been with this teacher for the third consecutive year. and for the past two years, it's FORMAL WEAR).
one last thing. i love the teamwork today. the trios; ANGELINE VOON LE SI; LIM HUICHENG; VAYEN BOO XIANG KAI. haha. finally, i got my password for my code lor. like for millions of years. today, i am finally not identified as huicheng in the POS. anyway, ciaos people. off for projects (:
Labels: love, movie, project, work
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emo angie 12:35 AM
you left me alone
Sunday, January 11, 2009 ♥
Labels: him, love
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emo angie 1:10 AM
life is beautiful
Friday, January 9, 2009 ♥
i should classify "blogging" as one of my hobbies! anyway, i am glad that i am seeing some changes in myself. i am starting to accept the fact that the world is never perfect. well, everything has a consequences. since we chose it, we have to face it. i have changed a lot as compared to 2 years ago. i dont know what had caused the change in me. well, i think it was bad. many people might feel that it is a good change because i know how to defend myself more and i am now direct in expressing my own opinions. but somehow, i cant accept this change at all. i have this principle of standing up for people who are treated unfairly. and i shall keep that. the bad thing about me was, i am looking at the flaws of everything around me. i had been doing self reflections, thinking a lot and i came to the point that i should accept everything for what they are. (i did not mention people but thing). i had always hide myself in a shell, and i refuse opening up to anyone. perhaps. it is a good and bad thing? no doubt, i will still be defensive. but now, i had been looking things on the good side.
the world is beautiful out there. the TP open house was okay and somehow, it had an impact on me. though i complained how rowdy and how crazy the people are, but what i see is the cheerfulness in them. it can be a bit embarrassing because i heard passer-by(s) commenting that the students there are throwing faces (because at the entrance in the campus, they shouted and shouted). the main point here is, i can really feel the atmosphere created by them. at that point of time, i feel, there are so many things awaiting me to discover and life can be simple and fun if we are willing to discover it. we are the master of our own destiny. i know, readers might feel, "well, angie is mad to say she is a bit enlightened by the rowdy students there". hm, i beg to differ as it is our own perspective and it can do a lot of change. (though i say, "wah lao, so noisy. so embarrassing" haha. i hope readers who came across this, will think through and feel the beautiful side of the world.
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emo angie 9:10 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009 ♥
hohoho~ latest updates. DCCM is holding a D&D at Singapore Flyers @ $50 per pax. prom night actually. dress code, cocktail chic. anyway, i decided not to go. haha. we are going to sing K~ wahaha. unofficial graduation is 6 weeks away. hais. so fast. it sucks.
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emo angie 11:12 PM
HOW CAN IT BE?!
what a joke! when i decided to be a good student for a thursday, which is to be in school from 0900hours to 1800hours, it went utterly wrong! first joke of the day, i was told that there was no lecture for business revenue. oh shucks. secondly, during marketing, the lecturer mentioned the word, "information" for almost up to 50 times. i swear, for every slides, he has a information word on it. and i yawned almost a 100 times throughout the thing. i am not kidding ok. i yawned like almost 4 times per slide. guess, how boring it can be? OH THAT SHUCKS (i know it is supposed to be sucks). well, winnie and i were rotting in the library, thanks to the freaking rowdy crowd at the open house. we lost track of the time and we were marked absent for APEL! what the hell?! haha. it was lesson at 1300hours and we assumed that it was 1400hours. only when her friend called to ask what time she finished lesson, i realised, OHMYGOD! haha.
anyway, it shucks. because i am rotting for another one hour before next lesson.
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emo angie 2:54 PM
dropping by to say HI
something must be wrong with me. hoho~ people normally dont see me in school on thursday early in the morning. well, havent been in school for days. guess what? today's the open house and that sucks. because, it would be so crowded that i could hardly concentrate. and guess what, i reached school at 0700hours. i got out of the house at 0530hours! that's so amazing. hohoho~ busy days ahead. 5 of my projects / assignments down. left with 7. gambatte neh. well, my temper had been really bad. i hate myself when i see the reality. guess what? something cropped up last week and it really makes me so disappointed. i was disappointed to the max. anyway, it doesnt matter. to me, it's just nothing. as what i said, i thought we were the best combination. i was totally wrong. back to proper blogging some other time. in the meanwhile, take care people.
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emo angie 7:30 AM
what a start [edited]
Thursday, January 1, 2009 ♥
the start of 2009 might not be spectacular or smooth, but some things in life just make me (: slept for so long today without realising it was late already =x and i went down to clementi kbox for elissa's birthday party. didnt stayed for long as i had to rush home for projects. saw a lot of people which makes me (: other than the usual people at clementi, i saw lionel, pauline, mingyi and lifang. haha. hope my dear elissa is having a lot of fun right now.
recently, i had a lot of people recognising me but i totally have no idea who they are. i mean, they know my name, but i dont know them. oh, that sucks. anyway, the world is beautiful. (:
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emo angie 6:14 PM
my desires 2011
to healthier miss angie
slim down xD
attain my driving license
master swimming skills
draw out new business plan
revise current business plan
study new skills at WDA
it was a struggle, struggling year for us. i will never forget who brought me up. and that is my family. mum, you had been so great. i am sorry that i havent been a very good daughter to you. i love you so much. dad, thank you for raising me up. it pains me to see the struggles you are going through now. but still, i will not give you up.
my dear boy, in my journey with you, you taught me so much things, walk with me, have fun with me. two plus years back, i said, i found someone who makes me feel like a girl, a woman, someone who is like a friend, buddy, boyfriend, husband and soulmate of mine. now, i still hold on to what i say. you are always so sweet and nice. i am really glad that we had chosen the path and that is to walk together.
hey da gui & er gui, it's wonderful knowing you guys. cheers to our friendship, 5 years! though we had ups & downs in our route, but no matter what, i really hope this friendship goes on even as we grow older. thank you girls for giving me encouragements, helps. though we seldom meet, talk, i truly appreciate you people. cheers to our friendship :)
juliana, lishing & qiufeng
i will never forget the few people whom i know during my secondary adventures. juliana, i am glad with what you are achieving now. it's really fortunate to be still living in the same place with you. not like lishing, whom is still in taiwan and qiufeng, in USA but uncontactable.
lishing, my dear sister. you had been wanting to come back to singapore, but dont fret. we will wait for you.. though days spent with you are short, and most of the days are based on letters and emails, i really cherish it as it is not easy to maintain a relationship like this.
qiufeng, i saw your family back.. but it's really sad not to see you back. i wonder how you are doing, i wonder where you are. i never forget the day where we part at changi airport. i miss you, your laughters.
hey love, it's been 10 years since you left the world. how are you doing up there? it was really a big loss for me. but now, i have done you proud. i miss you girlie. i am doing fine. i hope you are. i will continue to move on with my life. and you are always in my heart.
hey guys, you know who you guys are. there's a particular 2 person i wish to mention here though you guys dont read my blog. huifen and norh. thanks for the protection, the care for me. huifen, you know? you are just like the friend i had lost almost 10 years. it was a gift for me from the god. norh, thank you so much concerns, sms-es, calls. i am really glad to have you by my side. it was crazy with you. we can laugh, talk serious, anything under the sun. i am so impressed and proud of you. :)