miss angie's getaway
as we grow older, as we continue to change with age
there is one thing that will never change, i will always keep falling in love with you
two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
i love you, not only for who you are, but for who i am when i am with you
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30 days of june
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 ♥
wanted to take down the picture of the beautiful sunrise. but i was too late =x it's only 10 minutes and i actually didnt take the beautiful egg yolk down. i am supposed to do a lot of things! but have yet to do so! i wish i get into mac mac! please bless me okay? i promise to get well-prepared. if not at least 80%? =3 i cant sleep again. alamak. perhaps work can heal me :p end of june. what did i do for june? basically, a month where i get so sick.. where i struggled so much emotionally.. next month is gonna be a difficult month again. =(
saturday was quite good? finally met up with friends i've not met for quite some time.. perhaps it was fate.. let 3 of my friends see my restless look. i was at woodlands and genhao, joshua suddenly met me up. because we are just short distance away. it was starbucks and kbox cck. then ying decide to join us :) end the day meeting him for a dinner.
how about sunday? met up with joshua in late evening at starbucks. well.. you know what's the plus point having your friends? you can be yourself and no matter how unglam you are, they wont care :p I SLEPT IN STARBUCKS. ohmygod. and starbucks nearly poisoned me with expired orange juice =x AGAIN, i ended the day having dinner with him. this time round, cooked for him because poor boy is sick :(
hmm, everyone at home is sick. and staying at home is getting on my nerves. so sad. :( didnt get to go bottle tree park with him. he was still sick.. hmm, maybe next time? haha. i shall work hard on the book.. because he found out i am still writing :p wanted to give him a surprise one.. zZz.
those getting GST credits, enjoy :p
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emo angie 7:23 AM
for you and not anyone else!
Saturday, June 26, 2010 ♥
in two days time, it's counts up to 16th month together. yesterday, we had fun talking about how we get together and even times when we just met. since it's more than a year, taking this opportunity during this break for me to actually do a write up for him before i devote myself in work again. it's been great knowing you for almost 2 years.
we actually engaged in long conversations through just one subject; COOKING. it's amazing how this had brought the affinity between us. i never thought that i will be with someone who shares the same interest as me. in short, i never imagine / thought i will have a chef as my boyfriend. haha. it is just so cool you know? this is what i thought when i first met him. because it's REALLY COOL TO MEET SOMEONE WHO IS INTO COOKING IN KBOX.
silly boy. he said the first time i reprimanded him was when he actually add soda to my coke whereby i asked for water + coke. haha. because i like diluted coke :D (i didnt mean it okay. back then i was just being a bit too fierce :p)
i have to say sorry to my heart. because i had been deceiving myself for months.. perhaps fate brought us back together after he left kbox? just a forwarded message during CNY last year, the long conversations with him continue. we finally met up with our bunch of cliques and i began to enjoy hanging out with him since then. he makes me smile, makes me laugh. yeah. i know, people says, "it's part of courtship". true enough! but he's still doing it now..
i know a lot of my friends had doubts in us being together for long because it was seen as an impulsive decision by me. i did not commit it out of impulse.. but i was brave enough to face this and not hide it anymore.. because we make a big circle and in the end met at the same point :p and i am sure.. my friends can see i am much happier ever since i am with him..
quarrels are inevitable.. no matter how similar we are, there are still quite a number of differences in views etc. i have said before that quarrels actually leaves scars in relationship. true. but i learnt it differently now. that quarreling is the time where the relationship needs attention, reflection.
work used to be and might still be the biggest hindrance in us. because 1) he works in kitchen. 2) i work in F&B line. 3) i can be too committed to work that i stay up till 3am in the company. especially hua zai, thanks.. because you helped us a lot, gave advices, accompanied us during those time. and poor hua zai, being reprimanded by me sometimes :p
YES. known for being an emo kid. well.. friends.. i am not in the worst situation among the world people.. but i am definitely having the worst time in my 22years of life till now. so, i seek understanding from friends.. do not scold me for being emo.. because you all dont know what is happening.. i made a deal with him.. i will be happier with my life.
which relationship stays in honeymoon period forever? maybe a minor. though some things are no longer the same.. like we no longer text each other much.. but what i realised after the last argument was, the effort of accompanying me almost every single days of my life, sharing his life with me and cracking jokes to make me laugh are enough..
my dear boy.. thanks for being such a sweetie.. i am really sorry for hurting you because i had been negative with my life.. i know you think that you've lost the used to be very happy angie.. i dont know if you notice me being happier since that time.. even though you are not 1.8m tall, it doesnt matter. because i can look at you without raising my head high. and being 1.8m above in height was the past criteria i set in my boyfriend.. you need not have a very broad shoulder.. because what you have now is enough for me me and just me. no one had ever tasted my tear to stop me from crying and make me smile.. you are the first..
the tough periods gone through with you are of no pain or torturings, but blessing that we've made it through together.. it's been really fun with you.. because of you, i learnt prawning, swimming, skating and much more. feeding you with food because i want a healthier you too. feeding myself less food is because i dont want to be fatter than you :p WAHAHAHA. so dont feed me bui bui again okay :D
you are the first and last boyfriend whom i allow to smoke okay. because you look so charming when you hold the cigarette. lol. i will try to help you and not make it worse alright :) TAKE NOTE AH.. if i forget, remind me i posted these :p lastly, i will never forget, YOU WERE THERE DURING MY POLY GRADUATION :D and the BIG BIG WORDINGS AT JURONG LAKEPARKi know you prefer anniversary through years.. but i still want to say, happy 16th month for 28th june 2010 :)
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emo angie 8:05 AM
Friday, June 25, 2010 ♥
i got shortlisted for an interview by mac mac! ARGH! so exciting! but i will go for the interview on 10th July. SO LATE. oh my god.. HOW?! i dont know if i should go ahead with other applications or not.. i am lost again :( just when i am so disappointed with mac mac, it came.. HELP! been offered some offers.. but i really want a stable job now.. of my interest..
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emo angie 12:29 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2010 ♥
now having 武林大会with new formation of andreances. it's time.. because the group formed years back.. now seem to fall apart.. with much conflicts in.. this meeting time was suggested by one 笨蛋. oh yes. wedding bells ringing! xuanxuan is finally married with her hubby. definitely over the moon for her.. after so much.. and her baby is due anytime soon! shijia and nat papa are getting married! my friendly senior also had proposed to his girl and yes! she accepted! and when i got extremely happy for all.. people pop out and ask when's mine. anyway, it doesnt matter when i am getting married :p because it is a lifetime commitment and I AM STILL YOUNG. i know it's a trend to get married early.. so damn cool when your children gets into tertiary education, you are still late 30s or early 40s. aiyah. who cares.
off for a meeting with them!
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emo angie 5:03 AM
jobs jobs jobs
Friday, June 18, 2010 ♥
i said hope for good news by next post right? well. it didnt turn out to be what i've written. actually, resent the application but have given up hope.. maybe, i am just not fated to with mac mac? haha. i actually send application to an organisation.. hope to hear from them soon. but i have no much confidence. zZz. and i cant wait to get out of this life. because i dread this kind of life.. not enjoying at all. one day no income, means one day wasted again. zZz. nevermind. maybe up till next tuesday, if i dont hear from this organisation, i will actually send to another one. think i am just trying out. but who cares. at least i chose it.
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emo angie 1:54 PM
resting and resting
Sunday, June 13, 2010 ♥
third week of rest. so sad. though no one had interfere me in resting. but i am truly disturbed. because i am not someone who loves lazing around. i had been trying to find things to do. had been sick for 2 weeks. throughout the week i had been suffering due to falls at home and outside.
i keep asking myself. am i really that bad? because mac mac still havent call me. :( but my sister say most probably they missed out mine because i uploaded my resume into their database and that's all. lols.
had been doing lots of cooking in this 3 weeks. i truly hope by coming week i am working! because i cant wait to shed off those pounds i have gained these 3 weeks. not much but i always shed off pounds easily when i am working! due to irregular meals. though i didnt have regular meals too but i am resting quite sufficiently!
shall note down my must accomplished by 2nd part of the year! 1) to get a pair of new specs. 2) to get a pair of contact lens. maybe permanent one instead of daily. 3) to get a new laptop. perhaps i will get the acer ferrari! so chio! 4) maybe a new contract line. if i were to enter catering sales? haha. well. (optional definitely) 5) new handphone! :). up till now. i think all these are very simple to achieve! haha. sunday! hais. hope next post will be good news!
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emo angie 1:58 AM
Thursday, June 3, 2010 ♥
it's been so long since i feel so fucking stressed. i feel so useless without a job. i felt as if i am nothing. i am just nothing. till now the organisation havent got back to me :( hais. why? i want to do catering as my alternative. but i looked down on myself. what is happening to me? what do i want? fuck. this saturday marks the second week of me resting. what the hell am i doing? i am not fine with resting for so long! i cant do it! :( am i having my depression again? why am i so fucking paranoid?
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emo angie 2:14 AM
my desires 2011
to healthier miss angie
slim down xD
attain my driving license
master swimming skills
draw out new business plan
revise current business plan
study new skills at WDA
it was a struggle, struggling year for us. i will never forget who brought me up. and that is my family. mum, you had been so great. i am sorry that i havent been a very good daughter to you. i love you so much. dad, thank you for raising me up. it pains me to see the struggles you are going through now. but still, i will not give you up.
my dear boy, in my journey with you, you taught me so much things, walk with me, have fun with me. two plus years back, i said, i found someone who makes me feel like a girl, a woman, someone who is like a friend, buddy, boyfriend, husband and soulmate of mine. now, i still hold on to what i say. you are always so sweet and nice. i am really glad that we had chosen the path and that is to walk together.
hey da gui & er gui, it's wonderful knowing you guys. cheers to our friendship, 5 years! though we had ups & downs in our route, but no matter what, i really hope this friendship goes on even as we grow older. thank you girls for giving me encouragements, helps. though we seldom meet, talk, i truly appreciate you people. cheers to our friendship :)
juliana, lishing & qiufeng
i will never forget the few people whom i know during my secondary adventures. juliana, i am glad with what you are achieving now. it's really fortunate to be still living in the same place with you. not like lishing, whom is still in taiwan and qiufeng, in USA but uncontactable.
lishing, my dear sister. you had been wanting to come back to singapore, but dont fret. we will wait for you.. though days spent with you are short, and most of the days are based on letters and emails, i really cherish it as it is not easy to maintain a relationship like this.
qiufeng, i saw your family back.. but it's really sad not to see you back. i wonder how you are doing, i wonder where you are. i never forget the day where we part at changi airport. i miss you, your laughters.
hey love, it's been 10 years since you left the world. how are you doing up there? it was really a big loss for me. but now, i have done you proud. i miss you girlie. i am doing fine. i hope you are. i will continue to move on with my life. and you are always in my heart.
hey guys, you know who you guys are. there's a particular 2 person i wish to mention here though you guys dont read my blog. huifen and norh. thanks for the protection, the care for me. huifen, you know? you are just like the friend i had lost almost 10 years. it was a gift for me from the god. norh, thank you so much concerns, sms-es, calls. i am really glad to have you by my side. it was crazy with you. we can laugh, talk serious, anything under the sun. i am so impressed and proud of you. :)