miss angie's getaway
as we grow older, as we continue to change with age
there is one thing that will never change, i will always keep falling in love with you
two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
i love you, not only for who you are, but for who i am when i am with you
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miss angie; sick
Sunday, November 30, 2008 ♥
it's been some days again since i blogged. initially, i thought i found myself again. but today i realised, i am really too naive. i thought everyone was united and happy. soon, these memories will be gone, forever. i know everyone has their own problems. i have it too. but what can i do? sometimes, i even hide my sorrows inside me and the only way which can make me forget is to work. i was really happy yesterday during work. i feel the unity. but today, it was a disaster. is it because hansheng was around, that's why i feel the unity? maybe. he's the man in our team. formation of the calama family. thanks to hansheng (calama-ri). i became calama-si. i suddenly became their great grandmother. lols. anyway, i even told my mum that it's been a long time since i really feel so happy during work. but guess i was wrong.
doesnt matter anyway. i feel that this world is unpredictable and too realistic for a person like me. haha. i may appear to be very jovial and i have to admit that i have split personality. i can be a very fun person (actually, act like siao cha bor) but i can be very aloof to people. anyway, not good to be a perfectionist.
busy week ahead. really. to earn a good weekend, i promise to study hard! anyway, i hate it when i have so much accidents in a week. firstly, i knocked into something and my thigh has blue-blacks on it! very serious ): secondly, my head knocked into something and CUSTOMER LAUGHED! shit sia. of course, bruised. thirdly, my little baby cat was playing with me. suddenly, i believed she accidentally hurt me with her claws. but she was forgiven ^^ i love her so much and anyway, I LOVE CATS. they are my babies.
Labels: cats, exams, him, work
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emo angie 11:22 PM
mr buang liao
Monday, November 24, 2008 ♥
i thought, "i am waiting for someone to come back". and within a minute, he did! anyway, thanks for making me (: i am not exactly in a good mood or at right state of mind. my head is spinning but i got to study. and besides, quite gloomy. dont know where to head. parked myself at suntec mac and yes. i am still here. saw mr buang (he's working). he asked where my partner (winnie) was, and i answered, "at home lor". he asked why i still came down alone. i replied, "cannot meh?" then he asked me why i dont want to go winnie's house. i was like, dots. he say, can do together projects, better than coming here alone. at that point of time, i find mr buang so lame! wahaha.
anyway, yesterday night, i was really :'( but am thankful that a friend of mine was there and thanks for the message this morning! (:
Labels: friends, life, love
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emo angie 6:13 PM
it sucked. today i was supposed to work at 1300hours. but it turned out that adeline mummie changed my schedule and i didnt went to verify it during saturday. and what the hell! i reached work at 1200hours. people think that i was late cos i am being scheduled from 1100hours. i was like what the fuck. and what 2 consecutive weeks, i had been late for work. not as if i am not punctual. the fucked up clocking machine was fast. thanks ah. throughout my work for almost 35 months there, i hadnt been late. for just a month working here, i am late for 2 days. ridiculous!
work was full of freedom today. free and easy. firstly, ah xiang didnt ask what i want for lunch. he totally forgot about alan and me. alan caught up with him but i didnt! rei shared his lunch for me. touched. (: secondly, my hair sticked into milo and it was so grossed! thirdly, ee kiat and huicheng were "fighting" in bar with a pole (the pole used for drying clothes). and what the fuck, it hit me right on my forehead. the next few moments i know, i had a baluku on my head. lol. lastly, i got tortured by my part timer-to-be captain aka hansheng. shit. why do i get tortured (like squeeze inside warmer and fridge) by people? it was my honour to have hansheng to escort me for briefing.
haha. start to get a bit emo. though jaslyn (familiar face) coming back, but the captain whom i learnt quite a bit things from is some sort of leaving soon. just hope he can face his life happily. (:
Labels: love, work
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emo angie 12:34 AM
grumpy angie ):
Saturday, November 22, 2008 ♥
had a chat with mr wong jianrong. he suddenly came to my mind like these few days. guess it's law of attraction which makes him call me :p anyway, i miss his chubby face in secondary school. time flies and we are graduating soon!
afraid that i will turn into a workaholic again. schedule out. next week, i am fully committed guys. week after, i guess things can start to slow down a bit. this will be my agenda for next week. (:
in school for project meetings with peeps. before that, have to be in school early to get ready for the report submission. guess i will stay till late again ): in fact i cant work at home!
decide to miss one lesson. accompanying my mummie to somewhere for stuff. proposed plan will be, i shall meet miss winnie in the afternoon for projects AGAIN in suntec mac.
lessons from 1200hours till 1700hours. ): if things are going well, maybe i shall go down and look for him provided he is working. if not, too bad. alternative plan will be, i shall stay in school AGAIN to do my projects.
it totally sucked on this day because i have two test. both short answer questions. 0900 hours till 1800 hours. i decided to stay in school for projects again! ^^
boring stuff. 1100 hours till 1700 hours. in which, need not mention. PROJECTS AGAIN! ):
saturday & sunday
working from 1100 hours till 1900 hours!
i wish i could have a long sleep. i am working tomorrow! ): unhappy. even more unhappy because someone neglected me again. well. it's almost a week. maybe, it will soon be weeks till i see him bah. whatever. since he dont care. why should i care?
Labels: love, project, rest, school, work
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emo angie 10:56 PM
a man name LHW
seriously, i need to relax and rest a bit. ): this post shall be on someone who was an off-duty manager yesterday. :p haha. as usual, winnie and i were doing projects at suntec mac. well, initially, i thought he is not working. YES. he isnt working but he came down. i seldom or rather, DONT say HI to him. even if we say hi, it's because he took the initiative. i was the unfriendly one as compared to winnie :p so yesterday, he knew that we were there for so long and we were still there in late hours, he came over and talked to us a bit. actually, didnt want to talk to him. but since he looked at me and seems to be talking to us (which i thought he was talking to winnie only) so, i talked to him.
the climax. before this conversation, winnie asked him over and asked if he got girlfriend or not. - .-" i was like exactly like this --> - .-" anyway, he said no and after that, he told us, buang liao. the funniest part is, he looked at his watch and said, just buang liao. haha. so funny. buang means broke up in this situation. winnie said that he was kidding about the buang part and he dont have any girlfriends. really meh. heard so many rumours. "** is vivien's one. if not is your one". haha. anyway, doesnt matter. just find him a bit weird at times :p off to do serious stuff. (: projects again. ):
Labels: friends, fun, project
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emo angie 11:12 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008 ♥
i am tired. fucking tired of those projects. tired of taking up the responsibility. tired of telling people what to do. i am so tired. TIRED! i hate my life now. freaking irritating.
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emo angie 4:18 PM
emo-ing away again
Thursday, November 20, 2008 ♥
going bonkers soon. K-O! stupid projects. made me so miserable. ): so sad. went to see his photos. somehow feel a bit of pain inside my heart. well. reason being? i can feel strongly about something. and misunderstandings add on with comments from people. lastly, his words. seen some photos. well. never mind. just let it be. projects broke my heart completely. still in school. ): at this hour. ranting here because i am alone in school. sad. i just need someone who truly understands.
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emo angie 8:18 PM
miss angie's princples
miss angie is sitting at one of the benches in school for school WORK. oh c'mon. it's difficult to see me working so hard in temasek. well. i am irritated by some ignorant ladies. okays. i mean, i cant stand people who are just so rude and i dont know what are their mouths for. i understand that this is like seating capacity. i am sitting on the bench for like 6 - 8 people? well. TP dont have benches for 1-2 people. i understand totally that they want to sit somewhere. i came across some nice peeps or rather, most of them are quite nice. they asked if anyone is sitting. okays. these ladies who were here minutes back didnt bother to ask and just sit down (as if i know them). this is a trivial matter. so, i just act as if i didnt see them and continue my work. but what is the problem with them? i guess i know why i reacted this way. it's one of my principles to ask. i mean, it's a courtesy. so, i was "scolding" them deep down my heart. and it was the act of god. one of them had their bag dropped off from the table. and they gave a loud, "SHITTTT". so noisy. anyway, just some little spices of life.
anyway, I STUDIED SO HARD FOR OTCM AND THERE ISNT ANY QUIZ. wtf. haha. term test for OTCM, 6 DEC 2008. it is a saturday and i just go back to school for a damn paper. no MCQs. good luck man. off for some serious work. (:
Labels: courtesy, life, people
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emo angie 5:50 PM
emo-ing away; miss angie
feeling so emo now. just half an hour ago, told joseph sister that i am very fine. i am not hoping to turn back time because in my life, i dont wish to regret in whatever decisions i make.
seems to be a very busy day later. having school at 0900. no doubt. i am stepping out of my nest before 0630hours. i will be meeting up with steve during the 2 hours break for revision of business revenue. c'mon. IT'S ONLY A CLASS TEST, why am i so paranoid? maybe. i feel the motivation to study hard. but isn't it too late to realise? it's the 3.2 semester already. ): never mind. it's better than nothing. alright. after that, i dont intend to head home so fast. 1800 hours. might stay in school for projects up till over 2000 hours. reason being. at home, i cant do my work! and, i am trying to keep myself occupied by doing this.
recently, people say i am dao which means, i seem a bit unfriendly. sometimes, i really cant take it. and i dont bother to smile at those whom really irks me. example, someone who dont give up seats to those who needs it more than them. when they look at me, i will just stare at them. it has got nothing to do with me but i just cant stop worrying for the needy. what if they fall down? shit. i often didnt see people's faces and so, people ended up saying HI to me and i tend to get a shock. haha. anyway, doesnt really matter. gastric problems had been acting up a bit lately. coughing as usual. tried taking 197 from bedok back to jurong east. gave up and alight at bugis because the whole journey would take up 2-1/2 hours of my time. well. off to study for my OTCM. (ms chua, you should be happy that i am so enthusiastic in studying it). ciaos people!
i wish i could love you one more time. but i know, it will only hurt us further. convince me. and we belong to each other.
Labels: love, school, study
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emo angie 12:03 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ♥
lacking of rest and i am still feeling sick. i am recovering. i am taking care of myself by TRYING not to skip my medications. okay. i am such an idiot. the antibiotics indicated, "complete whole course". but i have never complete the whole course before. haha. i think it's time for me to learn (:
i wish i could complete my projects right away now. the damn website of e business had took up so much time of mine. just some small edits, it took me 5 hours to figure out. darn. work had became lesser which was good and bad in some ways. good because i've got more time to do projects. bad as in, i have lesser income = lesser allowances. shall do my best.
days at suntec were not as fun. i mean, see and hear some things. so, i guess, it's coming to an end with my graduation next year. we will never know what our future holds for us. well. farewell. off to see my darling (projects).
Labels: rest, school
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emo angie 12:58 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008 ♥
dont wish to write here but i am still here. off to play my games! busy, however lazy me. (:
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emo angie 2:35 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008 ♥
as weeks goes by, i had been BUSY in school, at kbox and of course, my personal life. so far, havent been visiting my friends at kbox except for those at MS. those at C8 or AMK or KBP or KLP or DTE, wait for me ok? i will definitely keep my words to all of you. okay my qing ai de!
my life? mondays till fridays, i am travelling from jurong to tampines then tampines to jurong. haha. saturdays till sundays, jurong to clementi. in other words, weekdays, i am schooling. weekends, i am working. school had been stressful enough due to projects. work? driving me crazy. thanks to the old building causing short circuit. and thanks to the short circuit for driving customers and us crazy, and because of it, i got reprimanded and people giving me bad attitudes like i want these to happen. yes. in service line, i take it in my stride. but one thing to those who had experienced such unpleasant experiences with us. you thought i love all these? it is very tiring and it can be so fucked up that i dont even wish to stay any longer.
who can really see the efforts i am trying to put in during work? fuck those photos lah. i rather not have the photo tips in the future. i am not kidding. since they decided not to give part timer their tips, i already gave up on other stuff other than my pay. i know what i am saying and writing. and staying at kbox to earn my own allowances is my choice. respect my decision even though i will grumble and complain.
bacterias in my body are fighting. down with cough actually and my injury on my right hand is not fully recovered. no worries. let it be. i will be fine. (: i just need a good rest soon. i need a rejuvenation.
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emo angie 12:16 AM
my desires 2011
to healthier miss angie
slim down xD
attain my driving license
master swimming skills
draw out new business plan
revise current business plan
study new skills at WDA
it was a struggle, struggling year for us. i will never forget who brought me up. and that is my family. mum, you had been so great. i am sorry that i havent been a very good daughter to you. i love you so much. dad, thank you for raising me up. it pains me to see the struggles you are going through now. but still, i will not give you up.
my dear boy, in my journey with you, you taught me so much things, walk with me, have fun with me. two plus years back, i said, i found someone who makes me feel like a girl, a woman, someone who is like a friend, buddy, boyfriend, husband and soulmate of mine. now, i still hold on to what i say. you are always so sweet and nice. i am really glad that we had chosen the path and that is to walk together.
hey da gui & er gui, it's wonderful knowing you guys. cheers to our friendship, 5 years! though we had ups & downs in our route, but no matter what, i really hope this friendship goes on even as we grow older. thank you girls for giving me encouragements, helps. though we seldom meet, talk, i truly appreciate you people. cheers to our friendship :)
juliana, lishing & qiufeng
i will never forget the few people whom i know during my secondary adventures. juliana, i am glad with what you are achieving now. it's really fortunate to be still living in the same place with you. not like lishing, whom is still in taiwan and qiufeng, in USA but uncontactable.
lishing, my dear sister. you had been wanting to come back to singapore, but dont fret. we will wait for you.. though days spent with you are short, and most of the days are based on letters and emails, i really cherish it as it is not easy to maintain a relationship like this.
qiufeng, i saw your family back.. but it's really sad not to see you back. i wonder how you are doing, i wonder where you are. i never forget the day where we part at changi airport. i miss you, your laughters.
hey love, it's been 10 years since you left the world. how are you doing up there? it was really a big loss for me. but now, i have done you proud. i miss you girlie. i am doing fine. i hope you are. i will continue to move on with my life. and you are always in my heart.
hey guys, you know who you guys are. there's a particular 2 person i wish to mention here though you guys dont read my blog. huifen and norh. thanks for the protection, the care for me. huifen, you know? you are just like the friend i had lost almost 10 years. it was a gift for me from the god. norh, thank you so much concerns, sms-es, calls. i am really glad to have you by my side. it was crazy with you. we can laugh, talk serious, anything under the sun. i am so impressed and proud of you. :)