emo angie 4:45 AM
2009. exciting, challenging.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 ♥
hello people! happy new year! oh dear. i havent been maintaining my blog, leaving it to actually have cobwebs around. 2009 had been an exciting, challenging year for me.. first of all, i ended an almost coming to 3 years relationship.. and received love from someone else (: well, it's more towards being with someone whom i actually had feelings for quite some time ago. it's almost going to be a year since we are together. how time flies.. i remember during this time of last year, i am still
struggling with projects. right now? i am struggling with department sales and catching up with my job responsibilities.
graduated from the polytechnic which i love so much. had mixed feeling. one good thing, i need not travel to and fro, 3 hours. bad thing, full of memories. i miss school so much. i miss the really hectic and fulfilling life i've got. working and schooling. now? work is totally mundane.
talking about work, 2009 is also a year whereby i switched quite a number of job as a fresh graduate. yeah. i joined back kbox as a full timer and then, i bid goodbye to them on july.. ended my 3 years plus of service there. today actually was the 4th year if i am still with kbox. went to kopitiam group of companies as operations executive.. i could only say, things there to learn are quite limited. perhaps as an executive.. decide to leave during my 3rd month and ended in this current job with dairy farm singapore. well, or should i say, the green apple. wahaha.
struggled emotionally and physically. seriously sick during the festive period and many times during the year, my asthmatic problems keep acting up. have to juggle between family, financial, work and peer pressure. that's really enough. i dont think i want to share every bits of details here because i seriously think it would be a waste of time. and i didnt bring up this issue to friends because i am totally worn out during that period. i rather use that period to rest. seriously, i am still going through all these. hais.
my bb darling and i had also been through our ups and downs. seriously, this period, he had been there.. i am truly grateful towards that. and yes. today, i just went to collect our rings. (: 3 months back, i actually permed my hair and 2 days back, i decide to get it straight back. he love my straight hair so much :p wahaha. days ahead are going to be more challenging. no festive mood at all actually. totally no. i still lack of my beauty sleep! doing some plannings again. really hope the plan will work! (:
last of all, 2009 is also a year whereby i get to see who are the ones which are labelled as true friends. i dont feel a pain in losing some friends. because like what bb's uncle say.. if a friend could betray or hurt you once, it means, they dont regard you as anything in their eyes. it's better to lose them. it's not that he's being harsh, but i totally agree. that's why, i was so relieved in losing a certain acquantaince. well. the reason why i dont feel the pain is because she had been
hurting me emotionally.. and now since we are no longer friends, why bother to see me in your eyes? just because you didnt have him? well, it's like, it's so obvious.. you got near me because you wanted to get near him. you didnt contact me for so long and upon hearing rumours of me and him together, you contact me immediately and brought up this issue. well, doesnt matter now. because i seriously had get you out of my life (: i am glad that i have found out things and not let it affect my relationship with him. you should be ashamed of the lies you told and stop thinking that we will have miscommunications. bb wanted me to end this friendship long ago but i did not.. she can comment about whatever thing or even take revenge. i dont give a damn. because it shows that you dont have a life at all and you act like a kid though you are so much older than me.
forever an existing issue at workplace, politics. tsk* act like your age and stop gossiping. i seriously feel unfair for those people being accused. speak with concrete evidence! that's what i believe..
it's disappointing to see and have known what attitude some friends have on me.. well, i guess, in my heart.. i know truly who to entrust to.. seriously, if anyone think i am wrong in any way, you need not be here at all.. what would 2010 be like? i dont know. shall wait and see (:
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emo angie 12:16 PM
my desires 2011
to healthier miss angie
slim down xD
attain my driving license
master swimming skills
draw out new business plan
revise current business plan
study new skills at WDA