a lot of things had been going through my mind non stop. fatigueness is killing me and here i am, still at the same old place which i had been with for the past 3 plus years. ought to move on. work is mundane and a lot of things are giving me reasons to leave.. anyway, am tired of my life. i seriously need a break.
had i been happy? perhaps. like i said, work used to give me a lot of satisfaction. i feel the same now but i no longer feel as much. thursday will be the day i had been waiting for since a long time back. the last time i stepped into the bar as a bartender is at clementi. this thursday, i am on my own at safra jurong as a bartender or rather, bar maid. lols.
recently, rather bad-tempered and i havent been feeling well. remember during may, i was down with gastric flu and had days of MC? well, since then, my body had been giving me problems and till now, YES, till now, it's still the same. my anaemic problem is still the same and everyday when i get up, my head spins like hell and i feel like banging my head against the wall.
and what the fuck. i became a "spokesperson" for the ISO wipe for kbox. some people will get very excited but unfortunately i am not. i said, "what the fuck" immediately. lols.
okay lah. enough of that. rather busy with loads of stuff. low maintenance / no maintenance of my blog at all. apologies for that. with loads of love till the next (: wish me lucks in moving on. PLEASE. I JUST WANT TO GET OUT. GOD!