old old picture of me and boy (: it had been a full of injuries day. my knuckles were hurt by the wall. my left and right hand, elbow knocked against so many things =/ i got scalded by hot water and water vapours. ): AND THEN, i got disturbed.
am gradually recovering, getting used to it. guess i ought to grow up. this period had been extremely difficult for him and me. i have to be emotionally strong (which i am extremely weak at it) because situation needs me to do so =/ i feel like giving up but i cant. because i love my ebi fry so much. =p
caught final destination 4 with bb darling at gv marina. it suck because the 3D effect suck. haha. the movie was good but totally grossed with all the bloody scenes and pig livers :p haha. okays. not to the extend of pig livers. i had something in mind when i stepped out, "WHY ARE WE PAYING A BLOODY $10 TO SCARE OURSELVES OUT?!" that's ridiculous. but yet, i think the movie is good. =/
wasnt in my best of mood. starting to lost directions again. start to doubt my ability in kitchen. start to go below my expectations. well, the fault of two words in my life, expectations and perfections. he spent a whole lot of time advising me. haha. he's indeed a multi-role being in my life. =p that is why i love hm so much (:
37 days more, he will be going to beijing =/ worried for him yeah. and anyway, my plans for my 21st birthday will be as usual, LOW PROFILE. i am NOT GOING to throw a big bash for it. guess this had always been me. well, of course, i will have a dinner with my guigui family, my sister; JULIANA NG :p and BRYAN QUEK. not forgetting, huiyee. well, see first lah. as usual, work is the same but somehow, why does it get so enjoyable when i am leaving that place? well, long time since i got this feeling. the last time i enjoyed work was OCTOBER 2008 at kbox jurong. that was the place where i meet my boy (:
how can i not share a video of our creation? okay. i look ah lian and a bit plump. anyway, slimmed down a bit! I AM SO HAPPY (: