emo angie 4:18 AM
Saturday, March 28, 2009 ♥
1. Where are you right now?
Ans: At this point of time, [0443hours]. where can i be with my lovely laptop?
2. How do you feel right now?
Ans: Very mixed feeling.
3. Who do you wish would be right beside you now?
Ans: Mr Yeo Yao Siong (:
4. If your wish came true, what would you do?
Ans: Of course, i will thank god for blessing me (:
5. Do you think that the person would want to be with you right now?
Ans: He is with me (:
6. How important is this person to you?
Ans: He is a boyfriend, buddy, best friend, soulmate of mine. How important do you think he is to me? (:
7. If you could turn back time and go through a particular day all over again, which day would it be?
Ans: I wont want to turn back time (:
8. Are you in a relationship right now?
9. Were you in a relationship(s) before?
10. Do you think that you will ever patch up with any of them?
Ans: No. My mentality towarads it, "When a heart is broken, it can never be mend perfectly." It applies perfectly on a relationship.
11. Were your friends supportive of your last relationship?
Ans: It doesnt matter anymore. Anyway, there will be people who supports and who do not support it. That's life.
12. Would you give up your friends for the love of your life?
Ans: No. But under some circumstances, if my friends try to hurt him or even try to sow discord just to break us up, I wont rule this out. It totally depends on the situation.
13. What is your goal/purpose in life?
Ans: In life, to be a fulfilling and happy woman (: and live with the one i love (:
14. Are you close to achieving your goal/purpose in life?
Ans: As time goes by, closer to it (:
15. When was the last time you got really angry about something?
Ans: It was a month ago i guess but i wasnt very angry lah. No point getting too angry over part and parcel of life.
16. If you have another 10mins to live on this earth, what would you do right now?
Ans: I would tell those who i truly care how much i love them. seriously. i am aware who are worth my love..
17. Would you like to be friends with someone like you?
Ans: Whoa. Interesting. Yes i think.
18. If you could be someone in a particular drama, who would you wanna be?
Ans: No one.
19. Why would you rather be him?
Ans: Not applicable.
20. This is the last question. Do you miss anyone right now?
Ans: Mr Yeo (:
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emo angie 4:42 AM
miss angie's adventurous post
Friday, March 27, 2009 ♥
shucks. yesterday, when i was doing my blogging stuff halfway through, i slept on my laptop till this morning at 0800plus. shit. second time of the year =x one more wish of mine came true but not happy at all. because i sort of sacrifice someone. ): someone went down to night shift because i asked for morning shift. hais. i dont know. hope everything will be alright. one more wish into my wishlist. went to suntec and meet up with winnie just now. saw something which i wish i have when i was young.
BUT IT WAS TOO EXPENSIVE. just a dream. found it not realistic anymore. bought ebi fry a formal shirt and a tie as our first month gift (: hope he likes it. met him up as he went for doctor's appointment. went down clementi but quite lame lah. i expected some talk or discussion and yet, it was just telling me like my schedule. lols. dinner with him at uncle's sam. food was nice but somehow, some stuff, room for improvement. he wasnt feeling well, so, we decided to head home early. but here i am, hais. having very very mixed feeling. i miss ebi fry so much :(
i cleaned up my desktop, organised my stuff but yet i discovered i deleted all msn emoticons. lols. MAR-VE-LLOUS ah. posting up pictures gradually. happy or not readers? just realised super no affinity with mr lin hua wei. because went down to mac today and yet he is working at another outlet today =/ let me show you the past and the present ebi fry + goldfish. okay lah okay lah. i damn fat lah.
wahaha. plus, i caught him with his mistress.
. okay lah. rei is not well and he is talking to ebi fry. so rei borrowed ebi fry's shoulder =x lols. and we lost our baby :( i miss baby because she is our baby :( and she is so adorable!
lastly, i love you my dear :p missing you..
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emo angie 2:16 AM
Thursday, March 26, 2009 ♥
this marks the 99th post of this blog. like finally. i always love deleting blog and post but decided not to for the time being since it's about my life. exciting day ahead later. meeting winnie in the afternoon but got to go back to outlet to settle some stuff in the evening. i wish that it will come true! i wish hard*
anyway, random reflections. where is the angeline people have known 3 years back? at that point of time, i am 17 only. someone said i changed. i totally agree with it because everyone change constantly. same question back to that someone.. where is the guy whom i was so in love with 3 years ago? and yet, lies again. you said you never regret but today, you said you were such a fool to have fallen so deep in love. you said i lied and i asked what i lied about. you cant name it. you said i am telling the whole world i've got a new boyfriend. yes. i am now. because i dont see a need in not acknowledging him as my boyfriend. why make things so ugly by saying that i will realise one day, who treats me better? i know who is nice to me and who is not. i may feign ignorance about it but i know it all.
i dont know. whatever. blame me if you want. i believe that i am facing it with conscience. in fact, i dont need anyone to lecture me. because i know i dont treat shawn as a substitution. i feel very happy with him and i really feel very blessed. respect it. maybe, you are still reading my blog but if you disagree with the way i deal with our relationship, kindly, click the right cross on top of the screen.
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emo angie 2:20 AM
sweetie pie (:
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 ♥
hoho~ schedule changed. monday, wednesday and friday working. luckily saturday not working. have plans for it. (: anyway, sunday night, met up with rei, vivian jie, meijuan and ebi fry at batok. drank a bit that day =x lols. drink drink (: i am not a alcoholic okay. work on monday was boring. too many servers. rot. captain alvin treated us ice cream! saw peggy (mac donald manager) and eunice at kbox =x lols. climax. saw someone who i didnt see for a long time! yes! MAY JIE! ebi fry came down to look for me and we sang with kangsen, joseph (newcomer of kbox) and vayen. wahahaha. went down to batok to look for alan, gary and rei. tuesday was rotting at home and then proceed in meeting with him. he ben dan. cos he say i look at guys. kaos. i mean he say i look at one guy but never look at handsome guys. haha.
oh yeah. went to jurong lake park on monday. he did something sweet (: wahaha. again, upload photos next time okay? know i had been eh, owing photos and lacking of photos in my blog. anyway, off i go. it's late! i promised to sleep early one. working later. before i sign off, i've nothing to hide because i already and finally told my sister about him (: hm, yeah, loves mr yeo yao siong shawn. maybe i will endanger his life by putting his photo here =x loves loves (:
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emo angie 2:56 AM
random yet again!
Sunday, March 22, 2009 ♥
sorry for short disappearance. well, just received a news. WHY AM I WORKING TOMORROW?! lols. yeah. shocked. i am still working as a part time anyway. but i had been working from saturday and i am going to continue till wednesday! lol. work had been okay these two days except for one fact that i request to go off early since business is not too good. didnt feel well these days because sort of had asthma relapse. long time since i had one yeah? haha. let me summarize. friday, went to holland village with him. the first time i felt cold storage was so cool =x haha. i became a bit crazy because i get very excited when i see recipes. i began to print and print non-stop but luckily he stopped me.
passed by a table at the bar there, glanced through the tables and i was happily munching on my sour candies. it was shocking that a caucasian asked if i want some candies. lols. he wanted to give me a chocolate which i went, LAUGH OUT LOUD. i wanted to tell him that i am allergic to chocolates but of course, i said no, thank you to him. it became a topic between ebi fry and me. lols. we thought of answers to it and ebi fry said he should have asked the guy wants some bruises. lols. haha.
yesterday after work, went to his house to meet him and his sis. learnt about how to do a closing for buffet. it's something i never do before but heard of! it was so exciting but for one fact that i was very clumsy. didnt have enough sleep and so, i was a bit blur. had mac donalds at king albert's park. first time i go to the mac there =x i normally go to the area there for prata okay. haha.
anyway, made an impulsive decision. shall update you guys the next time. his mum named the goldfish i colored for him as ikan bilis. lols. shall update pictures the next time! i am lazy right now after work =x
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emo angie 5:19 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ♥
till now, i never regret in starting out with him because i know i made a right decision. he is worth my love, worth my time, worth my life. he is like a gem in my life which i can never afford to lose. every couple started out sweet. these days, too many things seemed to happen and i realised he had been suffering a lot because of my mood swings. okay i know why. PMS. lols. fuck that thing man. okay, i am too frank. but anyway, he wants me to be happy but somehow, i got emo very easily recently thanks to something god wants women to have every month. lols. yeah, in case you dont know, bloody mary (termed by jfoll). haha. i dont know why. i suddenly feel that NO ONE UNDERSTANDS it. a lot of people assumed that i started too early. what the fuck. you dont know what happened. dont judge it by saying i recovered too fast from the previous relationship. in fact, i gave up my previous relationship like for some time. just that i am lying to myself. seriously, dont comment this post is mushy. i dont think so. i am serious because i know it's god's will for me to grow stronger and also, our relationship to be stronger. well, i take it.
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emo angie 3:05 AM
i dont know how long i can tolerate. i dont know what to do. maybe i am too sensitive or what. she uploaded a few photos. i was like, hais. -.- i dont know. i sian diao. i only know, i am speechless towards it. because i am tired.
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emo angie 2:09 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009 ♥
oh dear. look at the time now. 0613 hours, start of this post. haha. yes. havent sleep yet. i think i am a superwoman because these two days, i slept only like 7 hours in total. i am like so hyperactive. have to wake up early to print my SOP for course later at cineleisure. meeting jeremy and rei at 1300 hours. guess, time to sleep! have my reasons for not being able to sleep. made a big decision in life. NOT ABOUT MARRIAGE REST ASSURED. haha. anyway, it's with regards to my career in the future. yes. i have decided not to go for the interview on friday at MOE. eh, i know i am rather indecisive. i did have interest in teaching and especially home economics, food and nutrition. yeah. i did say i want to get in! i received a letter yesterday saying that i am shortlisted for an interview which is like one more step before i get into NIE. but after thinking through, i am not the kind who loves to be trapped in a cage. in other words, bonding. i may not be able to tahan because compared to catering, this is my second priority.
asked advices from a lot of people. people told me i am really suitable to be a teacher. and they feel that i should go for it because it's a stable job. but little do they know i hate bondings. well, asked advice from an important person, miss lai. she said i die also must have a degree to have advance standing. but if i go NIE now, i am retaking my diploma which means, no degree yet. i wont be qualified to teach upper secondary for the time being.
anyway, after thoughts, i guess, i am giving up on a good career. but i am happy because i didnt go for it for the sake of money. i guess, i have to send an apology email on tuesday to MOE.
i think i am pretty coward at times. hais. stupid angie. anyway, doesnt matter. means, i need to find a job. =x what matters is, ebi fry respects my decision though he wants me to be a teacher a lot.
ciaos people! with loves. more updates within days. 0628 hours. (:
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emo angie 6:12 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009 ♥
should i be happy or should i be sad? i dont know. dream came true but didnt react in the way i should have. anyway, dream didnt really came true but i am halfway through. hais. cant sleep due to this matter. but anyway, someone is married to me. lols. haha. mr & mrs voon. lols. love him loads (:
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emo angie 3:57 AM
Friday, March 13, 2009 ♥
anyway, above picture is with rei, not ebi fry. he is not ebi fry. lols. random updates. 110309, slacked with rei the whole day. rot at jurong point. anyway, rei rot with me =x haha. thank him a lot for doing something kiddish with me. lols. colored a goldfish for ebi fry at the creative arts corner at jurong point. wanted to settle something but guess it is pointless. anyway, everything is fine and since he dont want to settle it, just let it be. thought wont meet ebi fry today. but after some debates, we met out for supper at mac. passed him the goldfish i colored for him. tadah! (:
120309. didnt want to go out today. feel very sian at home too. met huicheng and ebi fry for dinner at taman jurong. headed up to ebi fry's home with huicheng. biggest joke in our life. huicheng and i saw a person standing by the window of ebi fry's living room. we assumed she is ebi fry's mother. we called her, "auntie.." but in the end, ebi fry's sister said, "she is not my mother, she is our worker." huicheng and i were like --> dots - .-" so paiseh. haha. ebi fry's room has a nice view. make me feel so relaxed and i stoned at the window. saw ebi fry's mother but i still a bit paiseh. because i dont really / like visiting other people's house. have to get used to it! went to jurong lake park for a walk then hang around at taman jurong while huicheng head back home to accompany his dear. :p ebi fry forgot to take his cigarettes =x wasted. lols. but anyway, we had long long chat. i guess i am the most idiotic and big dumb dumb in the world. i knocked my head against the tv on bus. lols. in the end got baluku come up. haha. anyway, we decided to exchange our slippers. lols. at one point of time, two of us are wearing different shoes on our feet. i think his feet looks a bit gay -.- haha.
anyway, i will be strong and overcome the problems with ebi fry. like what i said, he is my soulmate, buddy, best friend and boyfriend! (: wahaha. blessed to have him by my side. touched. (:
later heading down to kallang again to exchange my old uniform. hoho. i better sleep early. nites people!
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emo angie 2:45 AM
Thursday, March 12, 2009 ♥
results out le. haha. average i guess but i am contented le. and, I GRADUATED FROM TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC. haha. anyway, guess didnt really have a good start today but i ought to cheer up a bit. because brooding over stuff throughout the day is definitely not my normal self. in fact, i one day dont laugh or smile, i will die. received a message from my dearest meatball jiejie (: very sorry for not contacting her for quite some time. she had been trying to date me since half year ago. but i didnt come out =x anyway, like what i said, i owe clark, bridget, vincent and her a dinner date. next, a message which makes me feel so disappointed with. yes. threatening of the part timers. what the fuck right? okays, cool. i shall not elaborate further. no point.
still, i didnt expect so many things to come by. i began to feel nothing for this world. i opened myself up to people and yet i still get people being paranoid. sometimes, i just wish to shut myself up. what's the point? what is the point of wearing a mask everyday when you face people?
because you yourself suffered by wearing a mask. if you wear a mask, you have doubts for everything. when you do have doubts for everything, you wont be happy at all as you dont enjoy what you have. well, randomly, i niam keng. my apologies to it.
i am tired of explaining. i am tired of my life. can i just get away from this world for a while? i just want to be alone.
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emo angie 1:54 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ♥
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emo angie 5:08 AM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ♥
thursday, 050309, was meeting up with dear winnie at suntec for career fair. haha. had a fun day with her because it's like a week since we met. imagine we crap with each other almost everyday. ebi fry asked what good jobs i saw. i told him, "MOE lor" lols. haha. anyway, sweetheart came down to find me =x haha. went up to see great grandfather, chong ming. saw server pauline coincidentally too! happy happy~ 060509, friday was work and it sucked a bit. being maligned for nothing and i simply dislike people who thinks so highly of themselves without looking at their own mistakes. stop pushing blames anyway. ebi fry came down to wait for me and we headed down to bukit batok. got da gui, shiyun a necklace. wahaha.
070509, saturday, it was birthday celebration for da gui, shiyun! rushed to jurong point just to get some decos. met up with er gui, yingying and headed down to kbox ang mo kio first. gave my mushroom, dong mei a surprise! really is a long time since i saw her. it's like almost 1.5 years since i saw her. went down to kbox broadway plaza and began to decorate that room =x photos will be uploaded here soon. wahaha. basically, yingying was blowing up the balloons and i crawled here and there to decorate =x it was so fun. ebi fry came all the way down to amk and i was very touched. (: it was dinner with pauline, lionel, ebi fry, shiyun, yingying, minqi, douglas and guorong at fish & co. think i scare the server by asking him what is the unknown ingredient in ebi fry's dish.
080309, sunday. it was work again. and i swear it is the most fucked up day i ever have. anyway, if it happened that one of the readers happened to patronise kbox clementi on this day, i sincerely apologise. because it was simply not our standard man. doesnt matter le. i am just disappointed. dinner with elissa bee bee, jaslyn ah ma, samantha darling, stanley ah gong, lionel, alan, gary, huicheng, pauline, guorong and ebi fry at the new sushi outlet at city vibes. after that, alan, gary, ebi fry and me went to meet rei and huicheng. we were drinking away. actually, my fault. cos i suggest to drink =x really not in a good mood but ebi fry some sort of refuse to let me drink much. he had a good talk with me. really very touched to have him by my side (: but i was guilty because i can really see that he is tired. but he still come down! and you know what? he was sweet to buy me lunch and he came down really early on sunday. thanks for protecting me always (:
090309, monday. haha. as promised, rei and i went to pick ebi fry from school. first time see ebi fry with chef's uniform. so charming :p haha. anyway, went down to plaza singapura and met up with huicheng. carl's junior is simply TOO MUCH for me. ): catched my bloody valentine with ebi fry. SO SCARY. he keep on laughing at me for my funny actions lor. so bad!
hope i get an interview from MOE soon! haha. anyway, results out soon. pray for me people! and i love ebi fry (:
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emo angie 2:07 AM
Thursday, March 5, 2009 ♥
wah lao. buay tahan. my nose blocked and i am sneezing non stop. later going to suntec for career and education fair but i am still right here. cant sleep. met up with pauline da jie, alan, rei, guorong, vivian jie and ebi fry for gathering at choa chu kang. well, frankly speaking, a bit weird. but hais. everything was fine.
emo to the max. guess it's because i had a bad dream yesterday which wakes me up with tears rolling down my cheek. well, that's very bad. he got very affected because at that point of time, i will shut myself up. but, sorry ebi fry. ): i think i better not ponder over it. since i am not well, i should go sleep. will sleep after finishing uploading photos. ciaos people
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emo angie 3:59 AM
horrible, terrible, vegetable
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 ♥
i 忍! sian. just discovered that SHE opened my letters without my consent and i was like, what the fuck? what are you trying to do? can i have my privacy? even if you think it's something important, can you just call? when i think you have important mails, i called you and open it for you. but did you? after opening it, you dont even bother to tell me i have letters until i see stacks of papers there. why am i even in this kind of family? whatever. i dont care. please, just stop meddling over other people's stuff and get a life lah. i dont care whether you are even a kin of mine now. because i dreamt that i severe ties with you. anyway, i am fine. just need something to vent my angers on.
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emo angie 5:04 PM
my past, my future
MOE responded to my email and the lady said the deadline for me to submit my certs are extended! wee! but sad to say, i discovered the truth in people once again. this time round, one more person. so what my GPA sucks? i mean, they respond to my application doesnt mean i am getting in what. it's too early to say before i got confirmed. because guys are enrolling into army, therefore, i think they might not accept the application first. i dont know. but it's like, vent your unhappiness in me for what? do i look like a punching bag? i dont know. but whatever. this is not going to make me feel sad because i am so used to this kind of shit.
blog hopping. came to jasmine's blog and read about her talking about the past in secondary school. haha. it's like, so funny. yesterday, i was telling ebi fry and huicheng about the rebellious me in secondary school. the things i have done, a lot of people can never imagine. not even my parents. in their eyes, i am a very sensible girl but little do they know during secondary two, i was so rebellious. anyway, it was a short period of time only and i was extremely low in esteem. i threw a file at my teacher for giving me a straight zero for my chinese composition because someone added something *ahem* which obviously is referring to the teacher marking it. but i never blame the person lah. because the problem is with my temper. all sorts of vulgar languages came out from my mouth.
cant imagine right? think some people also forget about it le. better lah. but in the end, i am still with quite good relations with that teacher lah. yes. mr liu. he is nice because he could have handed me over to DM. but he didnt. i am grateful.
i decided to change for the better and strive hard for my studies. yes. ms sharon yee, you are the one who make me have the motivation to study hard. i decided i wanted to go temasek polytechnic during 2003 which i apparently, 3 years later, got into it. and now, have graduated from there. well, most importantly, i've grown up. i cant say i learnt a lot because i know the route ahead is full of challenges. but i always believe, what doesnt kills me, makes me stronger.
maybe, that is why i want to teach bah. i want to help students. i want to impart all my knowledge to them. i want to inspire them. okay. maybe i think too much.
haha. poly days are somehow the best during the start. i miss my stupid family. 老大，大姐 -> tan ying jie ashley, 老二，二姐 -> soh ee ling jerine, 老三，三姐 -> voon le si angeline *ahem*，老四，四妹 -> ling shi jun shawn (yes. he is a guy) haha，老五，五妹 -> ng ting ting trisha (my laopo also. lols)，老幺，小妹 -> linn wenhui shirlin (her surname is correct. hers unique. haha). anyway, i gave the name stupid family. reason? i also dont know. lols. i am the founder of it :p haha. but anyway, everyone has their uniqueness lah.
大姐，apparently became my study mate during year 2. share a lot of fun. she gave me a lot of advices which i am grateful. there's nothing much i could ask for. 二姐，she is like a female soulmate of mine. though she only spend her first year with us and she left the school, but i still heart her a lot. because we really have so much to talk. i miss her! 三姐，eh, which is me. lols. i am known for saying "why you like that huh?". lols. and i always love to chiong off after school. basically, you see me around school with very simple clothing like jeans and sweater. most importantly, i cant live without music. haha. 四妹，shawn, the most worrying one. because i know he encounter a lot of problems. tried helping. no idea why he became part of us. but think it's because we talk pretty much during year 1. anyway, he is still my sister! he is funny and he sang like wang lee hom! 五妹，haha. this sister of mine became my wife eventually. haha. a very nice and sweet lady. we also have so much to talk when we saw each other. machiam like when 三姑meets六婆. haha. 小妹, didnt have much chance to actually talk to her. but hm, she is a strong lady. (: so, basically, pretty much okay. haha. lastly, tadah. stupid family (: didnt upload my face on it because. eh. i am sure you all see my face until sian :p
going for career and education fair tomorrow at suntec. with loads of love (: haha.
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emo angie 1:35 PM
(: goldfish <3s ebi fry
so many people told me i have the teacher look and i can be a teacher. i hope so! (: haha. sweet (: had been leading happy days and i felt so much younger than the days i used to fret over little things because someone was not there. but i am glad to have met my best friend + my soulmate + my buddy + my boy (: i never this way before. i am sure people who reads my blog for years should know right? anyway, he's like a greatest gift in my life. okay lah, my friends are the greatest gift in life too (:
anyway, he is EBI FRY not ebi fly. ebi dont fly okay. haha.
met him up to mum mum at taman jurong. well, i am like the animal in the zoo because a lot of people are looking at me. as we walked, we approached huicheng's house. called him down and had fun with the sparklers. anyway, had a chat with him. also have a video to share but next time okay? my bluetooth on my lappy has got problem. thanks for the sweet things you have done (: but your fingers got dirty =x. talked about some stuff. basically is reminiscing the past. walked home with loads of surprise. time is always so short. but finally, i can blog with no worries.
reached home, damn suffocated. i cant help to feel that my sis is damn annoying. always want to control me, dig out every news of mine. what's the problem with you man?
anyway, i miss my ebi fry. i bathe but i wonder why my hand has got his smell :p okay lah. smoke smoke smell. haha. =x
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emo angie 1:35 AM
simple life miss angie wants
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 ♥
why am i so slow and blur? haha. MOE actually had responded to my application and i didnt check my mail like days. the deadline for submitting my certs are over and WAH LAO! haha.
010309, my dear huiyee's birthday celebration at chevrons. (: it was raining cats and dogs but still went out. reached at 1700 hours and by then, i am already drenched (on the foot) lols. didnt stay for long. went off at 1930 hours and gave my dear a 21st birthday kiss. been some time since i saw beatrice and guess what? after so many years, i met jiamin again. met rei, vivian and ebi fry at later part of the day. it was a bit annoying because it was supposed to be a peaceful day and yet it didnt turn out to be one. anyway, doesnt matter. i was sick =/
020309, down with fever and flu. ): make him so worried. dragged myself out of the house and i walked like a grandmother. lols. rei brought me to tiong bahru plaza which was like so unfamiliar because it's been years since i go there. he bought me soup and i didnt finished it because i had no appetite at all. sorry partner =x ebi fry came down after school. quite guilty over it because was supposed to pick him up from school. haha. buay tahan then take panadol with coke. lols. i know it's no good lah. but feel much better after it. we went to the jurong regional library after that (: share a lot of books which was so amazing! (: played a very cute cat which makes me go --> ^^. hehe.
today, he's a bit sick =x hais. maybe my fault lah. lols. haha. i still a bit sick though. recovering mah. had some sort of argument with someone. guess, really is severe ties le bah. quite pissed off because it's like, blame is pushed to all the girls in the world. wake up bah. dont care if you are reading. because it's the truth. i admit i am very harsh to you. but why always feel that the world is in debt towards you? it's not that i am so heartless by being able to give up so fast. i struggled quite long and i told you when i am ready to let go, i will let you know. but why are you always saying that girls are all like that and make all girls sound like a bitch? i dont understand. whatever. go ahead and tell people how bitchy i am to be able to give you up so easily. i don't have to explain to everyone because if you are a friend of mine, you should respect my decision and not reprimand. i have my reasons in everything i do. as long as my conscience is clear, i am fine with that. you guys might say having someone else in my heart is too fast as in a fast turn and i shouldnt be impulsive. well, all i can say is, it doesnt happen few days but over a period of time. i thought it's just a temptation.
but anyway, i am puzzled. a relationship involves two people. why is it that many people love to get involve in it? i mean, sometimes, parents come into the picture, friends too. hais. so simple yet it became so complicated. ebi fry + goldfish = cat. lols.
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emo angie 2:17 PM
Sunday, March 1, 2009 ♥
let me tell you, i see the amount of emails i have in the msn account, i faint. haha. one week never clear only leh. dots. anyway, people, i had been pretty fine. gained something, lost something. in some circumstances, i guess, i have to lose something. i was too naive to think that when a couple breaks up, they can still at least be friends. you once said that if i find my happiness or if i am not happy in the relationship, you will let me go. you said unless i find someone who loves me more than you do, and have got the ability to take care of me, you will let it go. isn't it? i guess, this is another blank cheque you give again. i also didnt know that we have to end up like this, not even friends. i dont know if you are still reading my blog. if you happened to, stop coming to my blog le bah. one simple reason, i am not even a friend to you. i have nothing to say.
yeah, late nights lately. even during exams. those few days are so tiring. wednesday was my first paper which is so frightening. went to suntec to study with my dear winnie. we did a lot of weird stuff but it was so fun. been long since we are so crazy. ok lah, this is how it goes.. two drama queens went to harris @ suntec. angie was searching for books for ebi fry and it happened that winnie wanted to browse the same book too. they went over the cloud nine or rather i name it as 小鹿乱撞，心有灵犀. lols. bought a book and something for him. (:
people are trying to fill me up with his details but, hm, somehow, wrong approach i guess. because, those days are too much for me to struggle. i nearly suffocated. met rei, alan, gary, vivian and ebi fry for a short chatting session. drank nearly 2 cups of coffee within an hour. lols. too tired i guess.
thursday's paper was an afternoon one and it turned out to be quite okay to me. thought i wont see ebi fry today but did see him! as usual, went down to suntec and mugged for friday's exam. well well, after that, met rei and him for a short chat.
friday, it was the last paper and phew! turned out pretty well too. marked an end to my journey there. something got quite wrong over ebi fry's side and decided to get him something to cheer him up (: met him on that day for kungfu chef. basically, after the movie, it was rotting time but had a great chat with him (: saw stanley ah gong coincidentally and we rot together. lols. stupid rats came out at the coffeeshop which i go, - .-" 三条线. but of course i was scared lor. stayed out till 0600hours. lols. fun (:
met up with chuensiong and juliana for a lunch. went to seoul garden bugis and we had so much fun taking photos. please check out my friendster for updates of photos okay? lazy to upload every photos here. many things happened too which i dont wish to mention too. if not, think, next morning liao. haha. met rei and ebi fry because i dont wish to go home =x hais. ebi fry never sleep =x guilty over it because he cant stop worrying about me. zZz. very sorry ): anyway, my best partner, mr gaolin rei and me. haha.
later, am going to attend huiyee's 21st birthday bash. looking forward to more photos. wahaha. see how 1st. yesterday take too much until i am so tired that i rot in bus for 1 plus hour with juliana. what else to expct? i dont know. very tired of my life. but someone came and make me hold on. i am glad to have him by my side (: until the next post, in the meanwhile, take care people! wish me lucks in finding a job soon!
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emo angie 1:18 PM
too much fun, laughters. very lazy to update because it's very late for a lady who havent sleep! vexed over so many stuff. anyway, 280209 (:
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emo angie 5:42 AM
my desires 2011
to healthier miss angie
slim down xD
attain my driving license
master swimming skills
draw out new business plan
revise current business plan
study new skills at WDA
it was a struggle, struggling year for us. i will never forget who brought me up. and that is my family. mum, you had been so great. i am sorry that i havent been a very good daughter to you. i love you so much. dad, thank you for raising me up. it pains me to see the struggles you are going through now. but still, i will not give you up.
my dear boy, in my journey with you, you taught me so much things, walk with me, have fun with me. two plus years back, i said, i found someone who makes me feel like a girl, a woman, someone who is like a friend, buddy, boyfriend, husband and soulmate of mine. now, i still hold on to what i say. you are always so sweet and nice. i am really glad that we had chosen the path and that is to walk together.
hey da gui & er gui, it's wonderful knowing you guys. cheers to our friendship, 5 years! though we had ups & downs in our route, but no matter what, i really hope this friendship goes on even as we grow older. thank you girls for giving me encouragements, helps. though we seldom meet, talk, i truly appreciate you people. cheers to our friendship :)
juliana, lishing & qiufeng
i will never forget the few people whom i know during my secondary adventures. juliana, i am glad with what you are achieving now. it's really fortunate to be still living in the same place with you. not like lishing, whom is still in taiwan and qiufeng, in USA but uncontactable.
lishing, my dear sister. you had been wanting to come back to singapore, but dont fret. we will wait for you.. though days spent with you are short, and most of the days are based on letters and emails, i really cherish it as it is not easy to maintain a relationship like this.
qiufeng, i saw your family back.. but it's really sad not to see you back. i wonder how you are doing, i wonder where you are. i never forget the day where we part at changi airport. i miss you, your laughters.
hey love, it's been 10 years since you left the world. how are you doing up there? it was really a big loss for me. but now, i have done you proud. i miss you girlie. i am doing fine. i hope you are. i will continue to move on with my life. and you are always in my heart.
hey guys, you know who you guys are. there's a particular 2 person i wish to mention here though you guys dont read my blog. huifen and norh. thanks for the protection, the care for me. huifen, you know? you are just like the friend i had lost almost 10 years. it was a gift for me from the god. norh, thank you so much concerns, sms-es, calls. i am really glad to have you by my side. it was crazy with you. we can laugh, talk serious, anything under the sun. i am so impressed and proud of you. :)