miss angie's getaway
as we grow older, as we continue to change with age
there is one thing that will never change, i will always keep falling in love with you
two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
i love you, not only for who you are, but for who i am when i am with you
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with love.. anticipation
Sunday, July 25, 2010 ♥
am starting work in a week's time~ a new challenge, a new environment, a new start, new people.. but that's what i should know when i decided to leave my previous job.. well, no big deal.. coming week is an eventful week for me.. am meeting ashley and winnie up on tuesday! well, it's been a year since i saw ashley.. loads of catching up to be done! too bad he cant join :( hais.. monday, wednesday is the run errand day.. got to do something important tomorrow! must not forget! it's going to be small gathering on thursday at his house! having a BBQ party and it's the first time i am hosting a BBQ party.. actually serves 2 purposes.. shall not reveal it first.. it's a small gathering BBQ.. guests on the list will be green tea jing hui, hua zai zhen hua and partner vayen.. of course, including mr shawn yeo.. haha.. hais.. someone has to spoil it.. gaolin rei cant make it :(
anyway, i am a guy in their eyes.. except for mr shawn yeo who treats me like a woman.. haha. the menu for thursday is sumptuous!
i should make good use of this remaining holiday for me!
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emo angie 5:53 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2010 ♥
hais. i thought i secured the job. but i've yet. i was told that whether i got the job or not depends on HR? the job evaluation was great.. but if they are evaluating based on my answers and not performance.. i am truly disappointed.. if i failed.. i think i am going out of F&B.. perhaps office job is much better.. hais..
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emo angie 4:47 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 ♥
tomorrow i am going for my job evaluation! like finally! received a call early morning and yes! sort of work tomorrow after resting for so long! oh dear. i realised i gain back all my weight before i work at cold storage. damn. i am gonna slim down again! actually feeling very nervous. because it's a brand new environment. though it's a place i like.. dots. my shift is mid shift. hoho~ maybe get to update someday about my job! looking forward.. jiayou!
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emo angie 7:00 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2010 ♥
i've gotten my dream job (though it's of no big deal to a lot of people). but i am like hanging halfway through. that's crap. they have yet to get back to me on which outlet i am attached to. hope they get to me soon :( i dread waiting. broke the news to huawei. lol. he SUPER SHOCKED ahh.. he had no idea why i got this job.. he feels that i can get a much better job than in F&B! -.- i can see he feels like strangling me.. lol.. havent been having updates. my dream job from my wishlist is off already. :D super excited. though sounds scary to me because of what rina told me. by the way, rina is a STAR in suntec mac. havent seen her for a long time and of course, winnie.. so happy to see her. gave her the 21st birthday gift. before that i went for interview. it went quite smooth.. share the news with a lot of people until it went low batt within 4 hours. -.-
hanged out at suntec for past days. except yesterday was a date with him.. it was eating and movies.. watched despicable me. (sorry ying) the story line sucks. too common. except that the look-like-potato thing is cute.. haha. went to hotpot culture for dinner. my focus wasnt on the service.. but the two "princesses" at the next table.. my point here is, since you girls can afford those credit cards, then go somewhere posh. dont come to hotpot culture and throw your faces :)
through weeks of resting, obviously cooking skills better lah :D yesterday cooked porridge with potato and peanut. it taste marvellous :D never thought it will be that good. miss those days in kitchen..
i still wanna say at the end of this post. I HOPE THEY CALL ME REAL SOON!
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emo angie 7:01 PM
the first and last
to the brother who used to be my 开心果. this is gonna be the first and also the last post for you. it's affinity who brought us together as friends and also affinity had created wonderful memories between us. from a complaint to your store, to where we are now, friends.. it's somehow wonderful because if i had never ever waited for someone to knock off almost everyday, i wouldnt have known you and of course other people there. like the name i used to give you, you never failed to make a smile on my face and it used to be really sweet. it's somehow also a pity that we cant be together due to so many reasons.. when you told me i was unfair to you, i decided to pen this down specially for you.. maybe that time, you came at the right time, gave me the right feeling.. i admit i had once like you but it always felt like a fling. nothing else.. i know you tried changing for me too but what i want is someone whom i can share my life with..
the appearance of my current beau had somehow affect our friendship adversely.. it's not that i didnt give us any chance.. i gave ourselves a few.. it's just that we never grab hold of it.. to you, i may be wishy-washy that time, i didn't give that relationship up for you but him.. we cannot deny that during that period, it felt like a fling or rather i consider as flirting? to be frank, i dread this kind of relationship if you had felt it that time.. it is not that i keep on pushing you to other girls but i rather you find someone else who is suitable for you, who is not attached.. i trust that you are sensible enough to think.. if i were to be with you, i guess it will hurt both of us. because i know it's not true feelings.. but a feel of impulse.. i am penning this down not because i want anything back.. but just a platonic friendship to be salvaged..
i am grateful that we still stay as very good friends.. and not like other guys, you still talk to me like a very good friend.. i am sorry that during that period of time i had to give up in contacting you because i really dont want any unnecessary troubles.. we didnt meet up for almost a year already. and few days back, the meeting up was really making me worry.. but you didnt make me feel uneasy. you had been a very good brother to me and i am thankful for it. thanks for everything.. including your blessings too. i hope you find one soon :)
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emo angie 3:23 PM
Thursday, July 8, 2010 ♥
who dont wish to further their studies? actually.. i wanted to learn so many things.. i actually have got thoughts in pursuing a degree in pharmaceutical management / psychology.. i know it's a waste of not pursuing a culinary / hospitality related degree.. but to me, F&B industry is not on having a degree or not.. it's the experience which counts.. if i didnt pursue the degree, i said i will study at dowed.. to be a certified wedding planner.. so many things how to learn?! haha. i dont have the financial ability.. so, i am gonna go for a more advanced course on make up. at least in the future i can be a freelance make up artiste.. well.. enough about these.. interview is arriving.. not really very well-prepared.. but i hope i can speak up you see.. wish me all the best :D
didnt start out good today.. extremely upset because wasnt treated like this before.. it feels like a fucking maid or a toy.. perhaps.. i've long ago given up much hope.
god.. please help me get through this interview and let me get employed.. then i will love to be attached to own store.. be a trainee manager first.. then 2nd assistant.. then advance to 1st assistant.. then restaurant manager within 5 years.. if you think it's so easy, it's not.. PLEASE let me get in >_<" i wanna buy a lot of things.. haha.
updates on my plan.. before my 22nd birthday, maybe i will redo my hair.. yah.. rebond it. if not wait till end of year.. then i will dye it :D during september, i will change my phone :D i think i wont sell my samsung preston. cos quite chui.. provided people wants it? haha. i swear i am not gonna get a white phone again.. for the fact my phone always fell down.. i think i gonna visit the mona & remy soon... find opportunities for online shop. yes.. i am still doing it.. any ideas? i dont think selling the clothings are damn feasible.. provided i decide to head down to bkk.. shall see. priority is my interview!
am meeting winnie on saturday! yay! hope it's good news on saturday!
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emo angie 4:35 PM
Saturday, July 3, 2010 ♥
first day of july wasnt that good perhaps? hais. all my books were nearly sold without my permission. damn fuck. my professional chef, my library books.. i cant imagine one day i come home, with all my books gone. my mum is beside me telling me all about my dad.. which is something i didnt want to hear at all.. that explains why i am blogging here.. it's damn depressing hearing all about him because it only shows how it worsens. i really dont know what will happen if my dad really sold everything away. i think i will leave home and cry.. :( how to flare up to someone who is sick and maybe doesnt know what he is doing? sometimes it just hurt so much when he asked questions and i felt so irritated. interrogating a criminal sometimes.. and the very last thing i want to see is sending him to IMH for treatment.. everytime they quarrel, it just hurts so much.. i will cry.. all these, i had been going through since he got laid off.. been months..
had been working on that book.. no much progress.. because it's the part on the really unhappy days.. and i cant take it.. because it was really unhappy, it was the darkest days of my life and relationship.. where everything came crashing down.. and it had affected me when i was resting at a later part at starbucks with ying..
i was like hypnotized and i went into a really melancholy world.. where i saw him inside.. it seems that the relationship is breaking down.. i felt really tired.. normally within half an hour, i will be awake. but somehow, the whole incident took 2 hours.. i couldnt wake up at all and it goes too extreme.. i forced myself to wake up and immediately, i told ying about it.. i can still hear what's going on in my surrounding.. but i just couldnt wake up.. after waking up, my head hurts to the max..
interview in just one week! i am so nervous about it.. just saw the advertisement about the open doors.. it makes me feel so excited.. cant wait to pursue the career in.. i hope there's good news for me.. hope to start this month :D
it's bestie's WEDDING SOLEMNIZATION NEXT WEEK!
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emo angie 2:58 PM
my desires 2011
to healthier miss angie
slim down xD
attain my driving license
master swimming skills
draw out new business plan
revise current business plan
study new skills at WDA
it was a struggle, struggling year for us. i will never forget who brought me up. and that is my family. mum, you had been so great. i am sorry that i havent been a very good daughter to you. i love you so much. dad, thank you for raising me up. it pains me to see the struggles you are going through now. but still, i will not give you up.
my dear boy, in my journey with you, you taught me so much things, walk with me, have fun with me. two plus years back, i said, i found someone who makes me feel like a girl, a woman, someone who is like a friend, buddy, boyfriend, husband and soulmate of mine. now, i still hold on to what i say. you are always so sweet and nice. i am really glad that we had chosen the path and that is to walk together.
hey da gui & er gui, it's wonderful knowing you guys. cheers to our friendship, 5 years! though we had ups & downs in our route, but no matter what, i really hope this friendship goes on even as we grow older. thank you girls for giving me encouragements, helps. though we seldom meet, talk, i truly appreciate you people. cheers to our friendship :)
juliana, lishing & qiufeng
i will never forget the few people whom i know during my secondary adventures. juliana, i am glad with what you are achieving now. it's really fortunate to be still living in the same place with you. not like lishing, whom is still in taiwan and qiufeng, in USA but uncontactable.
lishing, my dear sister. you had been wanting to come back to singapore, but dont fret. we will wait for you.. though days spent with you are short, and most of the days are based on letters and emails, i really cherish it as it is not easy to maintain a relationship like this.
qiufeng, i saw your family back.. but it's really sad not to see you back. i wonder how you are doing, i wonder where you are. i never forget the day where we part at changi airport. i miss you, your laughters.
hey love, it's been 10 years since you left the world. how are you doing up there? it was really a big loss for me. but now, i have done you proud. i miss you girlie. i am doing fine. i hope you are. i will continue to move on with my life. and you are always in my heart.
hey guys, you know who you guys are. there's a particular 2 person i wish to mention here though you guys dont read my blog. huifen and norh. thanks for the protection, the care for me. huifen, you know? you are just like the friend i had lost almost 10 years. it was a gift for me from the god. norh, thank you so much concerns, sms-es, calls. i am really glad to have you by my side. it was crazy with you. we can laugh, talk serious, anything under the sun. i am so impressed and proud of you. :)