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as we grow older, as we continue to change with age
there is one thing that will never change, i will always keep falling in love with you
two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
i love you, not only for who you are, but for who i am when i am with you
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Monday, April 19, 2010 ♥
愿意像傻瓜一样等你，是因为担心你，想见你一面。哭不是因为恨你，而是因为太在乎你，不能失去你。再怎么生气，收到你的信息，你就像灭火器，把我定下来 my willingness to wait for you like a fool, is because i was worried about you and wanted to see you once more. when tears flowed, it's not because i have resentment in you, it's because i care for you a lot and i can't lose you. no matter how angry i am, when i received your message, you are like a fire extinguisher and cool me down..
just got home not long. actually wanted to sleep. but can't. decide to come online.. write about how i feel since he's sleeping soundly at home.
dont know what happened to me.. dreamt about bad things yesterday night. i was quite upset because i felt as if honeymoon period is over and he dont bother about me because he no longer send me sms. but i knew it in heart that's not the case because he puts in so much effort to meet me everyday. but i admit i cant take it the fact that he dont message me.. :( because i wake up with fear last night.. i messaged him i hate him.. because i needed him.. he called me immediately and i refused to pick up. when he finally picked up, we ended it by quarreling. it continues until today..
see his facebook, write he's coughing.. was thinking.. hais. actually my fault.. so, i messaged him and ask if he's still coughing. waited for hours.. he didnt reply. didnt call him after my work.. because i was also disappointed. basically, dont have mood for the whole day. he posted on facebook, saying he's waiting for someone to call.. but i didnt call him still. messaged him instead. he said he's waiting for someone to appear but she didn't. i went around to look for him.. bought him cough medicine. but he didnt reply.. couldnt get through him, he was on the way up to his house. i thought i wouldnt cry.. but i did. i thought i could let it go suavely.. but i didnt.. i cried all the way.. hais. finally, reached his house. zhenghua became the victim.. actually worried about him but ask zhenghua talk to him.. in the end zhenghua was blamed by me for siding him.. cos i placed the medicine at door step and i waited outside. but he told zhenghua he took the medicine already. and zhenghua insist he had taken it but i saw it still outside. so i was very angry and blamed zhenghua for not believing in me. sorry :( hais. i told zhenghua, my concern for him has ceased and i gave up.. but suddenly received his message asking me where i am etc.. i wanted to buy him porridge but he wanted me to cook for him.. just like a fie extinguisher.. i cooked for him.. hais :(
he told me his legs were numb and had fell down. i was really worried.. really felt that i never take care of him well. before i go, see him sleep so soundly, must be tired bah.. hais.. previous relationship, when i say let go, i dont feel the pain.. but when i say i wanted to let go now, i feel extremely pain.. he's different.. he's not like my previous.. he really let me know what's love.. but.. i cant seem to change for him. know that humans are not perfect.. but.. why am i still such a lousy girlfriend to him? hais. let me be..
one more thing.. someone just poked his nose at things at the wrong time. yes. shiyun, i am referring to your friend. well, me, angie voon knows very well i am chubby or even fat. no need people to hurt my dignity by reminding me. i am not exactly fat till like a hippo. anyway, if you think it's offensive to remind people that he or she is chubby, then dont comment! you dont look perfect anyway. dont be a hypocrite and tell people no offense. well, take it as i am not in the mood to joke or i cant take your HAHAHA jokes. i have never said before i can take people's comments well. so, just zip up your mouth if you think you are offending people. leave some dignity.
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emo angie 3:58 AM
happy birthday mum!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 ♥
i say i wanna sleep early but i cant sleep =x i have to wake up early tomorrow! anyway, it's mum's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! he say he will sms me but he didnt :( i am down with slight fever at the wrong time. he was right. i cannot get drench in rain. i just have a few drops of rain on me and look, i am sick! ARGH~ the worst will be being sick without having the one you wanted most by your side :( this is how i feel :( T~T good night~
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emo angie 11:44 PM
darling is back tomorrow. i am so happy (: i have some photos of redang at my facebook. do check it out! i went to search for something just now. i am so happy i found it! yes! i always want to be a wedding planner! maybe it's thought of impulse. but it's a very challenging and satisfying job! well.. gonna save up.. save up hard on my next job.. i shall go for the certificate hopefully before i turn 25! yes! i want to get the certificate as wedding planner! ^^
before this, actually, i want to work in an establishment! people think it's not feasible. people think it's not a place for me.. but, i wanna prove them wrong! first, of course they must shortlist me for an interview! shall take action in may. in the meanwhile, i shall fulfill my responsibility! i am turning in early tonight. tomorrow is going to be a very tiring day for me!
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emo angie 9:23 PM
redang trip and reflections!
after an hour, still decide to keep this blog skin of mine. oh. simply lol. it was redang trip last week! at this time of last week, we were on our way to redang! it was a long journey. coach + boat ride, 12 hours. oh dear. it was real fun! well, i didnt know how to swim. went for snorkeling. oh dear. the moment i got down to the sea, i was shivering and grabbing on things. bb darling says i'm like a kitten going to drown in the sea. -.- anyway, learnt how to swim a little! haha. the sea was so blue. ocean blue. the karaoke there sucks -.- the fishes there are hungry for food i swear. bb darling played a prank on the kids -.- made me laughed so hard. sea sick and sun burnt. oh my. you must experience it yourself! our room is pool view. so, it was real pretty. lazy to upload photos =x haha. laguna redang rocks! it's near more more tea inn. and the movie plays 24/7 -.- alamak. he almost died watching it with me over and over again. the best food i probably have was the fried rice from the food court there. haha.
after much consideration, it was time for me to leave that place.. place full of disappointment. it taught me a lesson, not to trust people easily. yet again right? i left for nobody. i left for myself, my happiness, my future, my well being.. i hate to be in a demoralising place. i tried so hard to motivate myself but it was futile. no matter what, still have to thank a few people like shida, aidah, woonloong, vijiya, my hardworking boy; din who had struggled so much with me. (: and most importantly, the guy who is still fighting with me, who is still so nice to me, my darling, mr yeo yao siong shawn :p i nearly lost you when i am there. perhaps, i need to equalise work and personal time. maybe i should be less responsible -.- i should not think of work 24/7 unless it's worth..
lastly, i would like to thank my brother.. i am sorry i couldnt fulfill the career path you set for me.. i just want to do what i like.. i am on my own to pursue what i love.. i shall be merticulous.. and people there, thank you for moulding me into a strong individual than before. people who looked down on me, who laughed at my mistakes, FUCK YOU. you will get what you deserved because god is watching over all of us. (:
bb darling went overseas on saturday. bidding him goodbye is difficult because we see each other everyday. -.- yes. after 13 months, still the same. haha. anyway, expecting him back on 14 april which is wednesday! my mum's birthday! cant wait. i am making tiramisu for him (: off to bed! loves!
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emo angie 4:08 AM
my desires 2011
to healthier miss angie
slim down xD
attain my driving license
master swimming skills
draw out new business plan
revise current business plan
study new skills at WDA
it was a struggle, struggling year for us. i will never forget who brought me up. and that is my family. mum, you had been so great. i am sorry that i havent been a very good daughter to you. i love you so much. dad, thank you for raising me up. it pains me to see the struggles you are going through now. but still, i will not give you up.
my dear boy, in my journey with you, you taught me so much things, walk with me, have fun with me. two plus years back, i said, i found someone who makes me feel like a girl, a woman, someone who is like a friend, buddy, boyfriend, husband and soulmate of mine. now, i still hold on to what i say. you are always so sweet and nice. i am really glad that we had chosen the path and that is to walk together.
hey da gui & er gui, it's wonderful knowing you guys. cheers to our friendship, 5 years! though we had ups & downs in our route, but no matter what, i really hope this friendship goes on even as we grow older. thank you girls for giving me encouragements, helps. though we seldom meet, talk, i truly appreciate you people. cheers to our friendship :)
juliana, lishing & qiufeng
i will never forget the few people whom i know during my secondary adventures. juliana, i am glad with what you are achieving now. it's really fortunate to be still living in the same place with you. not like lishing, whom is still in taiwan and qiufeng, in USA but uncontactable.
lishing, my dear sister. you had been wanting to come back to singapore, but dont fret. we will wait for you.. though days spent with you are short, and most of the days are based on letters and emails, i really cherish it as it is not easy to maintain a relationship like this.
qiufeng, i saw your family back.. but it's really sad not to see you back. i wonder how you are doing, i wonder where you are. i never forget the day where we part at changi airport. i miss you, your laughters.
hey love, it's been 10 years since you left the world. how are you doing up there? it was really a big loss for me. but now, i have done you proud. i miss you girlie. i am doing fine. i hope you are. i will continue to move on with my life. and you are always in my heart.
hey guys, you know who you guys are. there's a particular 2 person i wish to mention here though you guys dont read my blog. huifen and norh. thanks for the protection, the care for me. huifen, you know? you are just like the friend i had lost almost 10 years. it was a gift for me from the god. norh, thank you so much concerns, sms-es, calls. i am really glad to have you by my side. it was crazy with you. we can laugh, talk serious, anything under the sun. i am so impressed and proud of you. :)