in two days time, it's counts up to 16th month together. yesterday, we had fun talking about how we get together and even times when we just met. since it's more than a year, taking this opportunity during this break for me to actually do a write up for him before i devote myself in work again. it's been great knowing you for almost 2 years.

we actually engaged in long conversations through just one subject; COOKING. it's amazing how this had brought the affinity between us. i never thought that i will be with someone who shares the same interest as me. in short, i never imagine / thought i will have a chef as my boyfriend. haha. it is just so cool you know? this is what i thought when i first met him. because it's REALLY COOL TO MEET SOMEONE WHO IS INTO COOKING IN KBOX.

silly boy. he said the first time i reprimanded him was when he actually add soda to my coke whereby i asked for water + coke. haha. because i like diluted coke :D (i didnt mean it okay. back then i was just being a bit too fierce :p)

i have to say sorry to my heart. because i had been deceiving myself for months.. perhaps fate brought us back together after he left kbox? just a forwarded message during CNY last year, the long conversations with him continue. we finally met up with our bunch of cliques and i began to enjoy hanging out with him since then. he makes me smile, makes me laugh. yeah. i know, people says, "it's part of courtship". true enough! but he's still doing it now..

i know a lot of my friends had doubts in us being together for long because it was seen as an impulsive decision by me. i did not commit it out of impulse.. but i was brave enough to face this and not hide it anymore.. because we make a big circle and in the end met at the same point :p and i am sure.. my friends can see i am much happier ever since i am with him..

quarrels are inevitable.. no matter how similar we are, there are still quite a number of differences in views etc. i have said before that quarrels actually leaves scars in relationship. true. but i learnt it differently now. that quarreling is the time where the relationship needs attention, reflection.

work used to be and might still be the biggest hindrance in us. because 1) he works in kitchen. 2) i work in F&B line. 3) i can be too committed to work that i stay up till 3am in the company. especially hua zai, thanks.. because you helped us a lot, gave advices, accompanied us during those time. and poor hua zai, being reprimanded by me sometimes :p

YES. known for being an emo kid. well.. friends.. i am not in the worst situation among the world people.. but i am definitely having the worst time in my 22years of life till now. so, i seek understanding from friends.. do not scold me for being emo.. because you all dont know what is happening.. i made a deal with him.. i will be happier with my life.

which relationship stays in honeymoon period forever? maybe a minor. though some things are no longer the same.. like we no longer text each other much.. but what i realised after the last argument was, the effort of accompanying me almost every single days of my life, sharing his life with me and cracking jokes to make me laugh are enough..

my dear boy.. thanks for being such a sweetie.. i am really sorry for hurting you because i had been negative with my life.. i know you think that you've lost the used to be very happy angie.. i dont know if you notice me being happier since that time.. even though you are not 1.8m tall, it doesnt matter. because i can look at you without raising my head high. and being 1.8m above in height was the past criteria i set in my boyfriend.. you need not have a very broad shoulder.. because what you have now is enough for me me and just me. no one had ever tasted my tear to stop me from crying and make me smile.. you are the first..

the tough periods gone through with you are of no pain or torturings, but blessing that we've made it through together.. it's been really fun with you.. because of you, i learnt prawning, swimming, skating and much more. feeding you with food because i want a healthier you too. feeding myself less food is because i dont want to be fatter than you :p WAHAHAHA. so dont feed me bui bui again okay :D

you are the first and last boyfriend whom i allow to smoke okay. because you look so charming when you hold the cigarette. lol. i will try to help you and not make it worse alright :) TAKE NOTE AH.. if i forget, remind me i posted these :p lastly, i will never forget, YOU WERE THERE DURING MY POLY GRADUATION :D and the BIG BIG WORDINGS AT JURONG LAKEPARKi know you prefer anniversary through years.. but i still want to say, happy 16th month for 28th june 2010 :)