miss angie's getaway
as we grow older, as we continue to change with age
there is one thing that will never change, i will always keep falling in love with you
two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
i love you, not only for who you are, but for who i am when i am with you

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miss angie's getaway
as we grow older, as we continue to change with age
there is one thing that will never change, i will always keep falling in love with you
two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
i love you, not only for who you are, but for who i am when i am with you

- this is the
introduction page, you can back to the main page

- this is about
miss angie, it is all about me

- this is my
story journey, all my blog post, sharings

- this is my
tag page, tag me and talk to me

- this is my
affiliates page, my friends' blog :)

- these are my
memories, my past entries, all here :)

- these are my
desires 2011, my wishlists, my goals

- this is a
heartfelt, dedication page, where i write dedications to

- this is the
miscellaneous page, other stuff :)

the pessimist in making
Friday, May 28, 2010 ♥
it's been so long since i last changed my blogskin. this time round, not the sweet and nice but the dull and grey. back to the same old style..
very much of the emotional me again. disagree with the part that joshua says.. he commented that people around are getting very emotional.. i do agree that it's unhealthy.. but that doesnt mean people has got nothing better to do.. well.. i dont seek for everyone's understanding to my situation.. but i hope that people will respect my feelings.. for the fact i dont pour my sorrows to anyone.. sometimes, even him also dont know what happened to me.. i dont need to explain what had happened to me down here.. the least understanding everyone can give is not to stop me from being emotional.. i have to say, if you dislike it, dont read any of my post anywhere then. of course, i am not referring to my above mentioned friend.. he is a very optimistic dude and therefore i dont blame him for criticising people who are more pessimistic.. of course he was not against anyone at that moment.. but somehow.. i felt strongly against it.. well.. dont feel like talking it anymore..
had sent my application in.. i hope it works out for me.. if not i have to seek for other paths.. will i be successful? hope so.. well.. 22 years in my life.. this year had been the most fulfilling.. because i learnt quite a number of new skills.. thanks to him. i know how to swim finally but wasnt good yet. i still havent master it and i have a lot to go! i learnt skating but it scare me out of my wits.. damn. i dont know if i have the courage again.. my culinary skills had no doubt improve because i keep experimenting on new ingredients and combinations.. i had been trying to learn malay language and i am still learning slowly!
my reflections? well.. guess i am still the me.. as ambitious as ever.. something lives in me forever.. that is never say die.. many times i force myself to do well.. i dont know where i got all the courage from even when the thing scare me out of my wits.. i was frustrated because he wanted me to learn all these.. but.. guess.. everything is for my own good. if not i will regret not trying out so many things which i thought was impossible.. what's next? do i have the courage to learn driving? well.. not as easy as drinking.. haha. i had quit drinking since my problems or rather old ailment acted up again.. gastric pain acting up often.. and now? i suspect i have throat infection again.
i am really tired.. i am not a pessimist but i have to say.. the nice part about being a pessimist is that you are constantly being either proven right or pleasantly surprised.. prove me wrong.. i need a lot of tender loving and care now.. i am in a very fragile stage now.. i am really scared.. do you still read my blog like the past? i dont know.....
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..Love

emo angie 4:43 AM
my desires 2011

to healthier miss angie

slim down xD

attain my driving license

master swimming skills

draw out new business plan

revise current business plan

study new skills at WDA