i think i should be happy that i've made a right decision. 5 days till the end of my journey in kbox officially. get what i mean people? i am finally leaving. guess, things had gone beyond my limitations. guess, it's just not worth, guess it's time i get on to the right track of my life. yeah. be it i am starting a new journey immediately or i will be taking a short break, it's worth. at least, i got out of the place i am starting to grew very tired of. how selfish they are to do this to each other. i fucking despise them to the max. disappointment is what i've got in my mind. used to get very excited about going there. but now, i am tired, i am sick of that life and it's not worth to be in a place where you are not appreciated. one more thing, about morale. dont be a fucking ass in bringing people's morale down.

life havent been good for me. as usual, some family matters. ebi fry is seriously sick. had been so down. but who the hell understands? have you ever faced such situation: 1) serious family matters, 2) someone who matters a lot to you was sick, 3) you, yourself was sick for the past months, 4) you facing fucking series of problems at work, 5) you facing a decision whether to leave a place where you grew up and you had been with for the past 3 and a half years.. all these fucking problems, have anyone been in my shoes? some could just say, " i am moodless, i have no mood to work." or they can just be so emotional throughout the work. what the fuck is all these shit? c'mon lah. these few days, i am fucking down and i had been crying almost everyday. do i really do these to you people? problem is, i didnt. stop all these nonsense.. anyway, it doesnt matter. because, i am leaving.

and for the time being, i just wish to be alone.. i will be okay. just get me out of that place..