random thoughts..

in a relationship, it's takes two hands to clap, to love.. treasure the times now and never think how it will end.. if you had never trust your other half from the start, no matter how hard he or she tries to explain, things will never get right.. enjoy the process of love.. share the joy, woes.. being suspicious is the path towards ending everything.. i used to take too much thing in heart.. i asked myself.. how much can i take it? if you love the person, go for it.. dont be afraid.. if you are, dont love.. if he or she is meant to be yours, he or she will be yours eventually. go for it and do not regret.. if you dont, you will regret.. i used to avoid.. why should i avoid since i have the opportunity to hold it?

if you give a promise, say it and mean it. no one likes unfulfilled promises.. whatever past mistakes made, do not carry forward to your next relationship.. tell yourself, you will be a better man / woman.. love and dont regret.. learn from your every relationship.. if a relationship comes to an end, end it beautifully. thank each other for the learning points. (but sad to say, out of 100 couples, perhaps, only a couple can do it).

am not emo.. while someone is anticipating the end of my current relationship, i shall write down some thoughts and share it with readers here. i already say, before someone interfere my life, look at your life before commenting on mine negatively. i am referring to someone, one only.. not my readers here. but who knows she might read my blog too since she can read my messages and diary? doesnt matter. take it as i am petty or what. i am not going to compromise after all the years of shit. and it's my problem.. no one is to comment whether i did it right or wrong. if i dont retaliate, i am ill treating myself.. i will be appease soon! (: i still smile and laugh. i dont even bother because my mum understands what i am doing, at least.. back to work tomorrow after so many days of MC!