why am i so slow and blur? haha. MOE actually had responded to my application and i didnt check my mail like days. the deadline for submitting my certs are over and WAH LAO! haha.





010309, my dear huiyee's birthday celebration at chevrons. (: it was raining cats and dogs but still went out. reached at 1700 hours and by then, i am already drenched (on the foot) lols. didnt stay for long. went off at 1930 hours and gave my dear a 21st birthday kiss. been some time since i saw beatrice and guess what? after so many years, i met jiamin again. met rei, vivian and ebi fry at later part of the day. it was a bit annoying because it was supposed to be a peaceful day and yet it didnt turn out to be one. anyway, doesnt matter. i was sick =/

020309, down with fever and flu. ): make him so worried. dragged myself out of the house and i walked like a grandmother. lols. rei brought me to tiong bahru plaza which was like so unfamiliar because it's been years since i go there. he bought me soup and i didnt finished it because i had no appetite at all. sorry partner =x ebi fry came down after school. quite guilty over it because was supposed to pick him up from school. haha. buay tahan then take panadol with coke. lols. i know it's no good lah. but feel much better after it. we went to the jurong regional library after that (: share a lot of books which was so amazing! (: played a very cute cat which makes me go --> ^^. hehe.

today, he's a bit sick =x hais. maybe my fault lah. lols. haha. i still a bit sick though. recovering mah. had some sort of argument with someone. guess, really is severe ties le bah. quite pissed off because it's like, blame is pushed to all the girls in the world. wake up bah. dont care if you are reading. because it's the truth. i admit i am very harsh to you. but why always feel that the world is in debt towards you? it's not that i am so heartless by being able to give up so fast. i struggled quite long and i told you when i am ready to let go, i will let you know. but why are you always saying that girls are all like that and make all girls sound like a bitch? i dont understand. whatever. go ahead and tell people how bitchy i am to be able to give you up so easily. i don't have to explain to everyone because if you are a friend of mine, you should respect my decision and not reprimand. i have my reasons in everything i do. as long as my conscience is clear, i am fine with that. you guys might say having someone else in my heart is too fast as in a fast turn and i shouldnt be impulsive. well, all i can say is, it doesnt happen few days but over a period of time. i thought it's just a temptation.

but anyway, i am puzzled. a relationship involves two people. why is it that many people love to get involve in it? i mean, sometimes, parents come into the picture, friends too. hais. so simple yet it became so complicated. ebi fry + goldfish = cat. lols.