MOE responded to my email and the lady said the deadline for me to submit my certs are extended! wee! but sad to say, i discovered the truth in people once again. this time round, one more person. so what my GPA sucks? i mean, they respond to my application doesnt mean i am getting in what. it's too early to say before i got confirmed. because guys are enrolling into army, therefore, i think they might not accept the application first. i dont know. but it's like, vent your unhappiness in me for what? do i look like a punching bag? i dont know. but whatever. this is not going to make me feel sad because i am so used to this kind of shit.

blog hopping. came to jasmine's blog and read about her talking about the past in secondary school. haha. it's like, so funny. yesterday, i was telling ebi fry and huicheng about the rebellious me in secondary school. the things i have done, a lot of people can never imagine. not even my parents. in their eyes, i am a very sensible girl but little do they know during secondary two, i was so rebellious. anyway, it was a short period of time only and i was extremely low in esteem. i threw a file at my teacher for giving me a straight zero for my chinese composition because someone added something *ahem* which obviously is referring to the teacher marking it. but i never blame the person lah. because the problem is with my temper. all sorts of vulgar languages came out from my mouth.

cant imagine right? think some people also forget about it le. better lah. but in the end, i am still with quite good relations with that teacher lah. yes. mr liu. he is nice because he could have handed me over to DM. but he didnt. i am grateful.

i decided to change for the better and strive hard for my studies. yes. ms sharon yee, you are the one who make me have the motivation to study hard. i decided i wanted to go temasek polytechnic during 2003 which i apparently, 3 years later, got into it. and now, have graduated from there. well, most importantly, i've grown up. i cant say i learnt a lot because i know the route ahead is full of challenges. but i always believe, what doesnt kills me, makes me stronger.

maybe, that is why i want to teach bah. i want to help students. i want to impart all my knowledge to them. i want to inspire them. okay. maybe i think too much.

haha. poly days are somehow the best during the start. i miss my stupid family. 老大，大姐 -> tan ying jie ashley, 老二，二姐 -> soh ee ling jerine, 老三，三姐 -> voon le si angeline *ahem*，老四，四妹 -> ling shi jun shawn (yes. he is a guy) haha，老五，五妹 -> ng ting ting trisha (my laopo also. lols)，老幺，小妹 -> linn wenhui shirlin (her surname is correct. hers unique. haha). anyway, i gave the name stupid family. reason? i also dont know. lols. i am the founder of it :p haha. but anyway, everyone has their uniqueness lah.

大姐，apparently became my study mate during year 2. share a lot of fun. she gave me a lot of advices which i am grateful. there's nothing much i could ask for. 二姐，she is like a female soulmate of mine. though she only spend her first year with us and she left the school, but i still heart her a lot. because we really have so much to talk. i miss her! 三姐，eh, which is me. lols. i am known for saying "why you like that huh?". lols. and i always love to chiong off after school. basically, you see me around school with very simple clothing like jeans and sweater. most importantly, i cant live without music. haha. 四妹，shawn, the most worrying one. because i know he encounter a lot of problems. tried helping. no idea why he became part of us. but think it's because we talk pretty much during year 1. anyway, he is still my sister! he is funny and he sang like wang lee hom! 五妹，haha. this sister of mine became my wife eventually. haha. a very nice and sweet lady. we also have so much to talk when we saw each other. machiam like when 三姑meets六婆. haha. 小妹, didnt have much chance to actually talk to her. but hm, she is a strong lady. (: so, basically, pretty much okay. haha. lastly, tadah. stupid family (: didnt upload my face on it because. eh. i am sure you all see my face until sian :p

going for career and education fair tomorrow at suntec. with loads of love (: haha.