it's been some days again since i blogged. initially, i thought i found myself again. but today i realised, i am really too naive. i thought everyone was united and happy. soon, these memories will be gone, forever. i know everyone has their own problems. i have it too. but what can i do? sometimes, i even hide my sorrows inside me and the only way which can make me forget is to work. i was really happy yesterday during work. i feel the unity. but today, it was a disaster. is it because hansheng was around, that's why i feel the unity? maybe. he's the man in our team. formation of the calama family. thanks to hansheng (calama-ri). i became calama-si. i suddenly became their great grandmother. lols. anyway, i even told my mum that it's been a long time since i really feel so happy during work. but guess i was wrong.

doesnt matter anyway. i feel that this world is unpredictable and too realistic for a person like me. haha. i may appear to be very jovial and i have to admit that i have split personality. i can be a very fun person (actually, act like siao cha bor) but i can be very aloof to people. anyway, not good to be a perfectionist.

busy week ahead. really. to earn a good weekend, i promise to study hard! anyway, i hate it when i have so much accidents in a week. firstly, i knocked into something and my thigh has blue-blacks on it! very serious ): secondly, my head knocked into something and CUSTOMER LAUGHED! shit sia. of course, bruised. thirdly, my little baby cat was playing with me. suddenly, i believed she accidentally hurt me with her claws. but she was forgiven ^^ i love her so much and anyway, I LOVE CATS. they are my babies.